looking at my phone ten times an hour daily,
jumping up in any slightest vibration,
hoping that it came from you.

i can never forget you.
nobody replys.

thanks for telling me the truth.
i shall leave you alone now.
i know you'll never be mine to call.
whats mine will always be mine,
whats not mine, no matter how i try,
will never be mine.
im still glad you had been honest with me.
i hope you can get her someday,
and, i sincerely wish you the best.
i'll miss you.

HELLO! :D
i dont know what to write. ~
i want you to know how i feel.
i dont know what to say, but you seem like a nice person to me.
but you're kinda knife sometimes.
idk what is your mind thinking sometime uh.
i want to know you more, but im afraid i taking too much iniative.
i really dont know mannnn. D:
im also afraid you dont like it. ):
i really dont know...................................

happy birthday, lee jinki.
me, cplh, loves you ttvm. :D
lemme me sing you a birthday song.
saengli chukha hamida, saengli chukha hamida,
sarang haneun lee jinki, saengli chukha hamida!
i love you okay! (L) you're the best! (Y)
~
hi all. hmm, i have nothing to say. lol.
i shall go. bye!

its developing.

bigger and bigger,

bit by bit,

i hope it doesnt get any bigger!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~

ily, but you dont. D:

hellooooo!
today is MUAI birthday. :DDDDD
hahahaha, i had a great birthday this year!
alright, i shall start from saturday. (:
went to airport to stalk BEAST! they were coming for mnet.,
only managed to see junhyung, kikwang, and DJ. ):
but, still very happy! ^^
hahaah. after that went to MBS. but due to the security too tight,.
we stopped stalking, and went to bugis for dinner.
had koi for the first time! and its NICE. (:
haha. sunday, went to dye hair,. ( although colour not very obvious now)
then headed to farrer park seoul garden w gans! :D
received many presents, and i must say a BIG THANKYOU to all of you people.
terence, i hope you liked your present! :D
hees, after which, pokhian cabbed me to DTE,
after which called brandon, and he came to picked me to the chalet.
they planned a surprise party for me! ^^
i was delighted, :D and touched.
the tiramisu cake was awesome! :D
love you guys!
thanks so much! then started to play water bomb. fun ttm. LOL.
they all charged at me FIRST! ): HAHAHA but i had alot of fun. (:
drank breezer and carlsberg, after which.. jasmine, rachel and JL drunk wtf!
me and brandon almost went crazy! had to quickly put all of them to SLEEP! ><
hahaha. RARE experience indeed.
next morning, headed for lunch @ just acia while JL headed to work. :D
went over to JL's place, and had their mom tomyam soup!
YUMMMMM.~ its superb! ^^
then countdown with them to my actual birthdate,
and at 1230am, headed home with Jasmine. :D
today, went to watch rapunzel, a tangled tale! I RATE IT 5/5!
super nice show manz. (:
then went to collect my earpiece from simei!
YAY FINALLY FIXED. :D weeeees.
then dinner out with parents @ airport. :D
just blew cake with my family. and now, blogging. (:
i loved, my birthday this year.
thanks everyone that made my birthday special.
alright, gna upload all the pictures on fb! please go and view if you want to. (:
sian, HAVE TO GO BACK TO WORK TMR :'(
check out my new blogsong, love like woe. LOVE IT TTM. (:
iloveyou, eyecandy (L)

hi all! :D
isnt that photo cuteeeee? :D
heees. TGIF. <:
had been working, super tired manzzzz. D:
hmmm, thursday, after work met up w vivian and ht for jap food! :D
nice niceeeee, @ iluma. (:
you guys should go and try it too! ^^
hahahaha.
2PM AND 2AM IS CURRENTLY BREATHING THE SAME AIR AS US! :D
woooos~ gna stalk beast and 2PM tmr! excited. (:
yay. alright, bye!
FOUR MORE DAYSSSSS! <:

HELLO. <:

pictures are on monday! out to shopping w szemin dearest! (:

took neoprints ^

hahaha. went for interview too, :D

haha went for training and trial today! out of the manymanyyyyyy calls i made,

i made ONE appt. ONE.__. but its still good cause its my first time doing this.

haha, gng to start work proper tmr,

now from mondays-fridays from 10-6pm. (:

hope it turns out fine! ^^

andand, after training today, trained down to 313 meet amanda and chetwin.

trained to fareast > bugis > cineleisure.

LOVE the poster i bought! :D

its freaking keyyyyyyy (L)

haha. but one thing, i have SEVEN BLISTERS on my leg.

fking SEVEN. pain die me. my stupid shoe lah! D:

leg, please recover soon alright? ):

tmr after work gna meet vivian for dinner @ iluma. (:

alright, bye!

HI! its a pleasant saturday! ^^
hahahah. i just had my lunch.
super ttm-ed full. >: need to digest!
oh, job hunting was terrible ytd! omggg. @:
i went to mango, they had no more vacancy.
so cien and i went to fareast to look for jobs.
WE WALKED THE WHOLE MALL FOR 100 TIMES! i swear.
asked around alot of shops, some needed 18 and above,
some needed only FULL TIME, not parttime. ):
sad die me. SAD. >:
there's this shop named KAYLENE,
they willing to hire 16 years old, and one week 3 days only unless peak period.
pay is good too! but only bad thing, THEY NEED ONLY ONE PERSON! D;
and becos of some reasons, the lady boss wants cien, she dont want me. D:
sad die, i tell you. SAD DIE!
hmmm, but after i got home ahma says her job is still recruiting.
hopefully, i'll get her job. telemarketing! 7 perhour. (:
pray for me okay? :D
heees. alright, gna go buy roxy's dog food with dad later.
and i cant wait for monday! ^^

hi everyoneeeeeee~
i went shopping with mom today! like, finally right. (:
hees. met mom @ paragon.
paragon > isetan > ion > 313 > tangs. :D
finally bought that blouse @ cottonon that i eyed on long ago. :D
yay. happy much. <:
bought another blouse from 313's forever 21. <:
hahaha. omg i am addicted to 2AM's you wouldnt answer my calls!
its really niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hees.
alright, going for job hunting tmr with cien , wish me luck! :D
and im excited for monday! ^^
BYE!

hello, all. <:
im just homed from SL CAMP! :D
super fun. the campfire was great!
talent night was kinda boring though. :X
hmmmm, but well, great job everyone! (:
and thanks BELINDA, for being the nicest friend ever! :D
yay. (:
alright, short post.
aww im hungry D:
~

HI ALL! :D
me at balingo's house now! :D
hahahaha. belinda is a NICE host lah. <:
im staying at her house for one night! :D
HAHA. oh, today went to mahjong @ chetwin house in the end. (:
stupid belinda keep winning! TSKKKKKKKKKKK.
haha. lucky never lose alot for me. <:
hees. oh, tmr gng out w them again, then night gng for SL campfire!
weeets. (:
haha. alright, belinda's rushing me alr, tsk.
bye! :D

hello!
hahahaha. megamind is super niceeeee~
hees. very nice movie indeed. <:
just had dinner, damn full omggggggg. D:
hmmm, later have to pack bag, SIAN.
hahas. oh i have schedule on friday, now.
going for job interview @ orchard w cici.
pray for me that i'll get the job w cici too! ^^
hees. bye!
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TAGBOARD REPLIES: (hah. after so long right?)
@amanda: HELLO! :)
@huiting: thanks! <3
@chetwin: i dont use F often, only at ppl that are jerks. <: haha thanks for tagging!
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just replied:
@henry: thanks henry! :)

hello all!
my blog is officially open, again! :D
haha. cause i have settled everything done alr.
now i knw who i can trust, and who to not.
alright, super excited for tmr! gna watch megamind w rachel&fart.
hees. andandand, SL camp on tues-wed! <:
following that thursday out to shop w mummy! yay! :D
friday im free. haha.
i love how my week is packed manz. :)
gna go shopping w szemin dear too! <:
yays. :D
alright, off i go. byeeeeeee!
~
THIS IS FOR YOU.
FUCK YOU,JERK.
YOU'RE SUCH LIAR.
BIG FAT LIAR.
NO MATTER WHAT, I WILL ALWAYS REMB THIS.
WHAT THE HELL DID I CRY FOR YOU FOR?
GRABBING ON EVERY SMALL HOPE THAT I SAW.
HOW STUPID I WAS, RIGHT.
YOU JUST REFUSED TO SAY IT RIGHT FROM THE START,
ISNT IT?
YOU COULD HAVE TOLD ME, STANDING FROM A FRIEND POINT OF VIEW.
AT LEAST I KNEW, AND I DONT HAVE TO FIND OUT THE UGLY WAY.
DO YOU KNOW HOW I FELT?
HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABT IT?
HIPPOCRITE.
FROM NOW ON,
I WILL HATE YOU FOR LIFE!
YOU'RE JUST A FUCKING LIAR.
YOUR DISGUST ME, FUCKING JERK.

hello lovelies! :D
haha.
OLEVEL IS OVER. OVER. OVER.
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
heheeheheeeeee.
haha, just came back from chalet today.
slept all th way till 5. and watched my shinee :D
yays. had fun @ chalet, super!
i LOVED yesterday, didnt you all, those who went, too? :D
it was a blast! :D hees.
anyw, MY ALBUM HAS FINALLY CAME! omfg!
tmrrrrrr ~ yays.
mastermind && hello. :D
heees. oh check out beast's new song! beautiful!
super nice. kikwang is damn cute one lor, inside the MV. :D
haha. pictures of chalet is @ fb, <:
ohya ppl, please add my new msn @:
CHERYLETTE@LIVE.COM! :D
thanks much lovelies!
goodbye! :D

hi,

this blog is privated, for now.

till after o's i suppose.

anyw, i found this ytd while i was on youtube.

its a eng ver of hello, shinee.

its exactly my feelings now.

haiis. :(

~

if you knew just how I feel, I wonder what you'd say
would you still act the same or walk away?
I don't have the confidence that this'll go my way
I wish you'd tell me that it's all okay

something bout the way you look at me, baby it's hard to
go
if you really want me to stay, why don't you let me know

hello hello everytime when you pass me by
hello hello it's breaking my heart, yeah
hello hello I'm taking a chance and I'll let you go
who knows maybe we'll be... something more than this

conversations in my head, spinning me round and round
out of a million guys, it's you I found
it's unpredictable, how you could change your mind..
I know I'm just falling for you

something bout the way you look at me, baby it's hard
to go
if you really want me to stay, why don't you let me know

hello hello everytime when you pass me by
hello hello it's breaking my heart, yeah
hello hello I'm taking a chance and I'll let you go
who knows maybe we'll be... something more than this..

~

사랑해요..

hi!

omg seriously, can you believe it?

the first week of my o's are over mans! over!

i dont have to touch any maths anymore! yay!

okay my emaths papers were great! ^^

english, and chem too!

only amaths._. urgh. my paper one was fine lo!

but sadly the paper two was SHIT for me, D:

hopefully, they'll moderate it.. D:

hahaha. alright, two more weeks, cheryl!

FIGHTING! :D

also to every other olvl student, jy kkkk! :D

who to trust?

who to hold me on when im falling?

who to motivate me?

who to talk with?

who to think of?

WHO.

hi.
i dont know what to say.
just have been studying, and ya,
went to print some pictures for graduation coming monday! :)
thought of some good old memories! omg, missed them so much! super!
im so gna miss everything in YYSS man! seriously, everything!
time is flying pass so fast i cant feel any breeze.
i want olvl to hurry end, but i also dont want to cause i'll miss everyone!
ohhhhhhh. alright, off i go.
bye.
~
why did you lie to me?
if its over, you can tell me in my face.
why tell me so nice things when on the other hand,
you do things to hurt me too?
if you dont wna decide, then dont take me for granted.
why cant you even, at least, tell me the truth?
even as friends, normal friends, you could, right?
why make me bear all the pain?
i dont understand you at all.
the pain to me, is unbearable. if you continue doing it,
i will not be able to hold it any longer.
please.

hihi. sorry for not updating, very busy these days.

hmmm, have been staying back to mug for the past few months till now,

and yes, im used to studying alr. seriously, USED TO IT.

i feel weird not studying anything in a day._.

like i feel like im commiting a crime when i dont study or something.

OMG right. -.- idk why, sometimes i like studying. LOL.

alright, my daily routine now is simple.

mondays - fridays will be school hours, after school eat lunch, study till 0830, home.

saturdays go back to school study,

and finally sundays, have tuition, and study either outside or @ home.

but if i dont study outside, i'll probably be staring on the textbk at home.

cause idk why also, i cant concentrate at home. my bed's beside me._.

yep, so practically im studying everyday except some sundays. :)

okay lol, i have to bear with this tough time i have now for just a few more weeks~!

next week will be the last week i have without any exams already.

following week shall be the week i start to conquer my olevels! :)

so yes, i wont be blogging often okay! :)

alright everyone, im so tired already after a whole day's work.

im off to sleep alright, and shall start my day tmr well. :)

omo, why am i so optimistic suddenly? LOL manz.

hahahaha. to all my beloved sec four friends, fighting! ^^

its just another few weeks to freedom yeah~ ^^

after that, i shall then clarify some things. :)

annyeong!

HI!

okay, B2ST and shinee comeback fighting! ^^

alright, today went to eat lunch after sch @ cosmos! :D

cien and HT came over to my house, and we watched musicbank tgt! :D

love both group's new songs. (: hees.

then went back to school for amaths night class, and self study too.

home at 0930. <:

okay, im off. short post ya!

gna change my blogsong!

bye!

~

i shall not talk abt it anymore.

it took me one week to realise reality.

you're no longer to be called, mine, anymore.

everything has changed. so much.

your feelings had faded.

have you ever wondered why i cared so much?

if i really didnt like you, do you even think i'd care?

saying the truth, three weeks after you told me that,

i have all the long liked you. its just that i didnt wna show.

i thought you could see it, see through my feelings, but i think, im wrong.

well everything's kinda too late now.

its time to let go, isnt it? i really dk.

but i know you had found a new goal towards your life.

work towards that goal alright, i wish you all the best okay?

i'll be here behind you.

im so sorry, for all the harsh words that i've ever said to you.

i truely am, sorry. i didnt mean it, i was just playing hard to get.

too hard, i guess? laughs.

well, i now, truely understand these phrases and idioms.

why do people only learn to cherish after they lose?

being loved is always more blessing than loving someone.

now i truely understand how you felt, for the past two years.

im so sorry for making you feel so tired.

you must be tired of this one sided love isnt it?

take a break, i suppose, then move on alright? im not gna keep you.

after how much you have suffered.

i truely wish the best for you, and i hope you'll nvr forget all these that happened.

no matter what, i'll be still here supporting you.

cheryl, its time to move on.

when i dont shout, it doesnt mean im not in pain.

when i dont say anything, it doesnt mean i dont care.

when i dont cry, it doesnt mean im not sad.

when i smile, it doesnt mean im happy.

sometimes, it is bcos of true sadness, pain, and the care for you,

thats why i keep silent.

saengli chukha hamida,

saengli chukha hamida,

sarang haneun kim kibum key,

saengli chukha hamida! ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KEY! :D

me, SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER love you k!

no matter what ppl say abt you, i will k! <:

stay handsome, cute, and motherly! hees.

although you might not be able to see this,

but its the thought that counts! i bet many shawols feel this way too! (:

i'll be always supporting you, your number 1 fan, KIM KIBUM!

sarang haeyo kim kibum. :D

~~~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ALXY! :D

hahaahahha. the second picture sucks, fyi. hahaha

anyw, hope you liked our gifts and excited for TMR! :D

alright, love you! <:

~~

okay im done. <:

JAY PARK IS IN SG BREATHING THE SAME AIR AS US!

woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

im supposed to be counting down,

the few more hours to my beloved and A's birthday.

but why am i not feeling not one bit of excitement,

not one bit of eagerness, not one bit of happiness?

it is supposed to end nicely, perfectly.

but i didnt know things will turned out this way.

maybe, later, i'll feel better.

hi :D

prelims are over, yay right.

but im geetting my results like, TMR. wtf.

i dont get to feel relaxed, AT ALL.

okay, i know i know, olvl is coming in like a month.

yes yes, i'll study hard ya. <:

okay today's practical sucked, ttvm.

super killer man. BOTH somemore._.

devastating. >:

haha anyw, its two more days man!

i hope, you ppl can come, to celebrate with her. o.o

but, i still cant wait to go chomp chomp, on friday! ^^

I NEVER GO BEF. ): kuku not?

hahahaha okay, off. bye!

im jealous.

Someone once told me that tears are nothing, and they can't prove anything at all. I've learnt how to be strong since then. This made me ponder if that is the reason behind every tear held back. Ask yourself, if true tears are nothing, what are crocodile tears then? -Fb.

i hate you

i hate you

i hate you

i hate you

i hate you

i hate you

i hate you! >:

~

prelims are over, sort of.

left with practical tmr~ ayeeeee.

THREE MORE DAYS~!

i know you're getting sick of me.

i know you've found a new girl.

if its really what you have wanted to tell me,

tell me then, right in my face.

remb what you promised to do?

you promised to care for me, protect me.

i believed it, i believed all your lies.

whatever now, i'll back off so you can live better.

i'll really hate you alot.

but, if this is really the ending of our story,

why love me in the first place? why say those words?

alright, its okay.

be happy without me.

get used to the life without me.

i'll be alright. ohhhhhh~

(some lyrics) meaningful. <:

hello! <:

yes, look up! NEVER GIVE UP PPL!

whenever i feel like giving up, i'll think abt ppl in other countries that are disabled,

they cant even study! so, i have to strive on, bcos i know this is impt in my life.

i have like OMG, less than 60 days in yuying! AHHHHH~

im so gna miss everything there mans. )':

alright, prelims are going to be over sooonnnnn~

so far papers i've taken, all okay! <: yays.

but idk abt tmr, >: DNT, dont be too hard okay? BE MY FRIEND LAHHHHH ):

i always wna be friends with you leh, DNT, why you so DAO! tskkkkk >:

hahahaha. okay lame, but seriously must pray for me k! ^^

heees. ooohhhhhhh guess what guess what?

its EIGHT MORE DAYS! to what? YOU'LL KNOW SOON! :D

hahahahahah. k, i need to confess something.

~

THE FEELINGS SUCKS WHEN IM BEING IGNORED LAH. TSK.

i dont like you. hernh. >:

okay, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

HI! :D

happy belated birthday, JACK.

im so nice right, wish you even though you're the most irritating person in the world.

i know hur, thanks! :D

HAHAHAHAH okay im so zi high. hahah

alright went to primary sch bbq on wednesday.

shocked, cause some changed so muchhhhh! o.o

omg, everything's coming too soon, dont you think?

im having prelims now, few weeks later, OLEVEL. ):

im kinda gna miss everything mans.

okay, off i go.

cheryl, fighting! :D

TAG ME LEH WLAO.

monster. you're a monster.

you ate my heart.

you ate my heart, didnt return it, and left.

you're a big fat liar.

yes, thats what you are.

i hate you.

hi. here iam, blogging again, on the same day.

why? tentatively cause im freaking hell bloody bored.

and, im not tired to sleep! ):

oh man, why why why must kpop night be on the 23rd? )):

me sadsad. me wna go. D:

oh right, im going to study w kelly LOVES tmrrrr! :D

heehee. then gna get some teachers day presents. :D

alright, off i go to rot again. hahahahah.

HELLO!

omg, im like finally back. lolol.

anyw, many things were done. after these few weeks.

ive been staying in school to study till night for these few weeks.

thats why when im home im too tired to blog. sorry mans.

okay, i got b3 for my chinese olvl. expected, cried.

and conclusion, im retaking. idk if im going to do better, but i'll try. :D

and! dnt practical is finally over. like, seriously finally.

well, i hope i do well, pray for me yeah? :D

heees. alright, ive near ten more weeks in yyss.

should i be happy or sad? o.o

i think i'll miss this school. no matter what.

okay, im like so emo suddenly lol.

k, off to look at fb after so long and off to study alr.

bye!

omg, i so wna go kpop night, but i think its impossible.. ):

iloveyoualready.

HI! <:

beast is currently BREATHING THE SAME AIR AS US! :D

wees. :>

didnt go today cause chances were low. ):

hahahaha. had night class today. :D

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,

ME DONT LIKE YOU.

conclusion, i've nothing to talk abt when i see you. ):

im so sorry ya? :D

heehee.

im going to sleep. byee!

if you guys see this post and thinks im saying you,

YOU'RE SO WRONG! :D

hahahaha.

HI! <:

i've got a tinnie winnie secret to tell you guys.

im most prob gonna take my MT results tmr! omg.

must pray for me k? MUST MUST MUST.

im going to breakdown if i get B3 , i swear mans. >:

okay, short post ya?

OHHHH! cianyuh got MINHO'S PHOTOCARD.

and syulynn got ONEW'S! :D

heeeheeeeee :>

alright, gtg. BYE!

HI <:

happy birthday singapore! <:

heehee. went to suntec ytd w family and had kushinbo for dinner!

SUPER NICEEE japanese food there! :DDDDDDDD

wees. bought rubi shoes and some new tees. (:

went swimming w clique @ sengkang swimming complex today!

oh its hell fun! esp the slides. :D

heehee. but i got sunburn. tskkkkk >:

no school tmr! yayness.

but im still going school, to do dnt. im a good girl! :D

alright, im off.

goodbye!

~

its a very simple thing, called love.

but i dont have the courage to take it up anymore.

HI! <:

me SUPER happy today! :D

know why? MY LUCIFER ALBUMS ARE HERE! :D

yay, AND I GOT KEY!!!!!!!!!! the photocard. :D

HEEHEEEEE. super happy!

the other time suju's i got shindong's, not donghae's ):

so i expected all the albums to be the same person cause i tot is by stack de.

so went to huiting house after collection,

then she opened first. SHE GOT TAEMIN! :D

she super high ttm. (:

then my mind was, sian lo, no key le. ):

hahaha. among the other three version A albums, i picked one.

then i opened up, and key's photo flew out!

i screamed like MAD._.

like seriously mad. lolol! :D

unexpected maaaa. heehee. lucky lucky me.

syulynn and cianyuh, yours are w me! :D

hahahaha. wonder who's one you guys will take! (:

lolol. okay, and thankyou, VINCENT TANG, for ordering the albums for us. (:

haha. alright, off. bye!

HI! :>

OMG, so sorry nvr update so long le! :X

hahahaha. busy mah, ps k. :D

anyway, mock exams all over le.

both soso lo. ss is SBQ die, geog is the FOOD question die. ):

hope can pass bah. <:

heehee. anyw, IM GOING TO WEAR RED TMR! :D

school celebrating national day! HAHA.

i love SG mans. (:

heehee. alright, going to blog hopping.

bye!

although its just a freaking comment,

you dont have to call ppl a WHORE k.

idiot leh you. who do you think you are to call him a whore?

in fact, do you know its super rude to call somebody a whore?

wth man. just use that word on him again, and you'll get it.

i swear man. F.

he didnt really talk much what. he also never interrupt him.

if you are anti-him then you STFU k. dont ask him to stfu.

YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP.

dont like him then shooo off la.

what for see him, make yourself angry. stupid leh you.

im so fucking pissed with you. omg.

you're nothing but a bloody cb fucker.

hear that? CB-F.

hello!

great, tmr im ending school @ 0930! (:

heehee. :>

lolol. i love my new key earrings man! HA.

okay, nothing to say.

Im excited for tmr's comeback! :D

im sure it'll be daebak. (:

my blog is NOT dying. :D

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

lolol. OMG, have you guys seen it alr? (:

LUCIFER MUSIC VIDEO, SHINee's new comeback song! :D

ITS DAMN HOT K. omg.

must watch it k. MUST K. (:

omg, im starting to like key's hair too. idk why k! dont ask. :D

weeeees. alright, im off to revise. BYE k!

:D

saengli chukha hamida,

saengli chukha hamida,

sarang haneun taeminnie,

saengli chukha hamida!

TAEMIN AHHHHH~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

keep on fighting k, taemin? :D

you're a REALLY REALLY cute maknae.. :D

me love you ttvm. (L)

taemin, you're really growing up and changing.

i purposely posted your MOST recent hairstyle first..

then followed by replay all th way to RDD. (:

hope you enjoy today alright? :D

you might not see this, but its the thought that counts. (:

sarang haeyo, taeminnnnn! :D

~

alright, i also, didnt post SHINee's picture for nothing.

heres why, SHINee ahhhh.

you guys work really hard to achieve what you are now. :D

continue to work hard k. you guys changed so much already.

i'll be behind you guys on your newest album, LUCIFER.

shinee oppas, cheryl loves you. (:

annyeong~

heeheee. OMG. OMG.

SM has FINALLY released shinee's teaser! :D

omg, all nine songs sounds GREAT. really.

although the rest of the things still a mystery,

but, im lovin the rythmn and everything ((((:

cant wait for their freeakingggg album release!

ahhhhhh~

KEY'S COMEBACK, CONCEPT PHOTO! :D

omggg, my predictions are right, he shaved. ):

i was praying he wont, cause i knew it would become like this.

lets pray for the best yeahhh?

no matter what, i'll still love shinee as much as i'll always do. (L)

SHINee fighting! ^^

alright, school's fine, just that i hate integration :/

it sucks, BIG TIME.

urgh. anyw had invest rehearsal today.

was kinda playing lolol!

hahahaha. well, nothing much else to say.

bye!

HUITING! GET WELL SOON! :D

i saw my eye candy today. :)

SHINee's comeback concept photos. :D

hmmmm, IM SO SO SO ANTICIPATING KEY'S !

OMG! i hope key will look okay.

everybody else looks fine except onew oppa. ):

haiis. i've checked.

it seems like their comeback might got to do with an art exhibit?

or something very 90's feeling. like african-ish or indian-ish.

omgggg~ im so excited. :D

hope they wont disappoint us! ^^

alright, off to sleep.

studied the whole day @ bran's place. (:

i rock man. :D

HAHA. upcoming activities,

friday- primary school gathering,

30july- 100th yr concert.

byee!

i've managed to successfully TRICK varianangmingjie! YAY. I ROCK. :D

okay yay, my mood's back. :D

lookie my pictures! BEAST, loves! (L)

alright, today was a great day!

went over to bran's place to film the second whisperernews. :D

its fun! (:

heeeheeeee. did my tuition homework and my geog too! :D

yay. omg, im so NOT looking for tuition tmr.

aye, i've to learn to like tuitions. :X

have you guys saw SHINee's recent photos?

there's only minho, taemin, and onew's. (:

waiting for my key's! :DDD

omg, onew's one is a superb disaster.

ohgod, why did the stylist give him a center parting? D:

its okay onew, you're still th cutest k! ^^

k, thats all i think.

byeee!

[p.s] huiting, i didnt know 4metres is two storeys high! LOL.

how should i say this to you?

like, i dont like you, i dont hate you too.

i cant say hurtful words, cause i dont wanna hurt you.

this is hard for me.

helloooo~

sorry for no posting for so long.

haha. too busy le.

i saw a cat shitting today, first time. DAMN CUTE~

i've so much bad news, and ONE good news.

good news is that 2AM will be on their way to SG soonnnn~

hope amanda can see them. :D

bad news,

- had my bloody F stomach pained th whole F day ytd.

- have F lots of homework.

- minho oppa is injured. F. im worried.

- SHINee's comeback will be delayed due to that. F.

- broke my F red chioooo cover.

- F dropped my phone from ard 4metres high and it cracked. F.

- F that i alr bought two bef this F third one.

- forgot to pass ms neo the OPP worksheet. F.

- dujoon will be starring in G.NA's new MV as her F boyf. wtF.

- you hug, hold and was so F close to her. ):

thats all, for now.

bye i guess. bad mood ttm. >:

i'll be fine soon, (: heees.

why are you in that MV of hers being her dearest? D':

dujoon oppa, me jealous. >:

WHAT IS LOVE?

hmmmm, its a sync feeling. is it?

idk, but im feeling so different.

is love all abt feelings?

is it all abt missing each other and having that *FEEL*?

hmm. its a riddle, aint it?

mixed feelings.

i hope i dont predict things correctly..

happy birthday again,

yoon doojoon; candy foo shihui!

sarang haeyo. :D

SAENGLI CHUKHA HAMIDA!

happy birthday, doojoon! :D

ily ^^

heehees. and also to CANDY FOO SHI HUI too~

alright, nights! (:

saengli chukha hamida,

saengli chukha hamida,

sarang haneun leeteukie,

saengli chukha hamida! :D

teukieeee~ happy birthday! ^^

woooos. seems like alot of ppll birthdates this mth & last mth..

hahahaahhaha.

hope you enjoyed your day! :D

heees. ~

you're the best leader, teukieee!

saranghaeyoooooooooo (L)

saengli chukha hamida,

saengli chukha hamida,

sarang haneun SHIN DONGHOOOO~

saengli chukha hamida! :D

hapy sweet 16th birthday, dongho!

you're such a cutieeeeeee maknae pie of UKISS. :D

hahahahaha.

hope you enjoyed your day! ^^

me love you always! :D

saengli chukha hamida,

saengli chukha hamida,

sarang haneun MINHYUK& SEOHYUN,

saengli chukha hamida!

oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALISTAIR PEH TOO! ^^

hahahaha. first day of school.

i HATE my new timetable! ):

monday after recess, FOUR PERIODS OF MATHS.

ahhhhhh~

ho seh liao. D:

nvmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

cheryl, fighting! :D

alrighty,

just finished homework, and currently blogging. (:

hees. im currently a BEAST freak. :X

and not forgetting my SHINee too! wees.

k, bye!

MY BEAST ALBUM, WITH ALL THEIR SIGNATURES!!! :D

omg, im so happy to get them. :D

and trust me manzz, they're drop dead hot in real life!

weeees. reached there @ 12plus, queue-ed all th way to ard 545 pm,

then we went up to the garden plaza.

all the running, perspiring and shouting is worth it.

when i saw them so close, its like all the tired-ness goned. LOL.

ABIT EXAGGERATING. but, im trying to imply that they're really handsome.

they're really friendly too! sorry i cant post up the videos i took..

i cant find my camera cable._.

sorry ya? ):

my video was quite clear, but abit shaky at the starting.

i was lucky to be in the first barrier! means i was quite in front. hahaa.

went up there, this is the thing that happen.

they were sat in this way,

from right to left. YOSEOP;DOOJOON;HYUNGSEUNG;KIKWANG;DONGWOON;JUNHYUNG.

i saw yoseob smiling, didnt really dare to say anything, so just bow-ed and smiled.

after signing, i said thankyou and he smiled back. :D

then it was doojoon, i suddenly had courage to speak to them. idk why also. lol.

i waved to him and said hello! he said hello, and smiled.

while he was signing, i bent down, and said, HAPPY BIRTHDAY oppa.

he looked up, and looked at me, and smiled really happily, saying thankyou. :D

the rest i all said hello, and waved, and following that saying thankyou. ((:

all of them were really polite to their fans. (:

kikwang looked at me twice! :DD

he & yoseop is really cute! :D

i was kinda scared of junhyung, he's a very cool person.

but im glad he smiled, at least. :D

hees, im starting to really like beast.

haha. alright ppl. bef i go, here's my new blogsong translations.

as in, what it means in eng. :D

its a nice and meaningful song, by ALMIGHTY BEAST!

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Today my friend asked me if he could date you
Since I had broken up with you, he said he’d cherish you in my place

“THAT THAT THAT THAT THAT’S OKAY
GET GET GET GET AWAY
It’s okay, it’s not like we have anything to do with each other anymore
Stop saying sorry, my heart doesn’t hurt
Please be a good boyfriend to her in place of me”

I can’t get myself to say that I still can’t sleep at night because of her
With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL

Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you
My heart still can’t seem to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

“She can’t drink a lot and she doesn’t like smoke
She hates being alone so always be with her”

Always celebrate her birthday and anniversaries”
I don’t know why I’m telling him this

I know I’m going to turn around and regret this but I still acted cool
I know I’m going to be upset behind my friend’s back and beg him not to

Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you
My heart still can’t seem to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

(Say) no no no (Say) you can’t
(Say) you will wait for me
(Say) no no no (Say) you can’t
(Say) you will wait for me

I can’t get myself to say that I still can’t sleep at night because of her
With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL

Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you
My heart still can’t seem to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!