saengli chukha hamida,

saengli chukha hamida,

sarang haneun SHIN DONGHOOOO~

saengli chukha hamida! :D

hapy sweet 16th birthday, dongho!

you're such a cutieeeeeee maknae pie of UKISS. :D

hahahahaha.

hope you enjoyed your day! ^^

me love you always! :D

saengli chukha hamida,

saengli chukha hamida,

sarang haneun MINHYUK& SEOHYUN,

saengli chukha hamida!

oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALISTAIR PEH TOO! ^^

hahahaha. first day of school.

i HATE my new timetable! ):

monday after recess, FOUR PERIODS OF MATHS.

ahhhhhh~

ho seh liao. D:

nvmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

cheryl, fighting! :D

alrighty,

just finished homework, and currently blogging. (:

hees. im currently a BEAST freak. :X

and not forgetting my SHINee too! wees.

k, bye!

MY BEAST ALBUM, WITH ALL THEIR SIGNATURES!!! :D

omg, im so happy to get them. :D

and trust me manzz, they're drop dead hot in real life!

weeees. reached there @ 12plus, queue-ed all th way to ard 545 pm,

then we went up to the garden plaza.

all the running, perspiring and shouting is worth it.

when i saw them so close, its like all the tired-ness goned. LOL.

ABIT EXAGGERATING. but, im trying to imply that they're really handsome.

they're really friendly too! sorry i cant post up the videos i took..

i cant find my camera cable._.

sorry ya? ):

my video was quite clear, but abit shaky at the starting.

i was lucky to be in the first barrier! means i was quite in front. hahaa.

went up there, this is the thing that happen.

they were sat in this way,

from right to left. YOSEOP;DOOJOON;HYUNGSEUNG;KIKWANG;DONGWOON;JUNHYUNG.

i saw yoseob smiling, didnt really dare to say anything, so just bow-ed and smiled.

after signing, i said thankyou and he smiled back. :D

then it was doojoon, i suddenly had courage to speak to them. idk why also. lol.

i waved to him and said hello! he said hello, and smiled.

while he was signing, i bent down, and said, HAPPY BIRTHDAY oppa.

he looked up, and looked at me, and smiled really happily, saying thankyou. :D

the rest i all said hello, and waved, and following that saying thankyou. ((:

all of them were really polite to their fans. (:

kikwang looked at me twice! :DD

he & yoseop is really cute! :D

i was kinda scared of junhyung, he's a very cool person.

but im glad he smiled, at least. :D

hees, im starting to really like beast.

haha. alright ppl. bef i go, here's my new blogsong translations.

as in, what it means in eng. :D

its a nice and meaningful song, by ALMIGHTY BEAST!

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Today my friend asked me if he could date you
Since I had broken up with you, he said he’d cherish you in my place

“THAT THAT THAT THAT THAT’S OKAY
GET GET GET GET AWAY
It’s okay, it’s not like we have anything to do with each other anymore
Stop saying sorry, my heart doesn’t hurt
Please be a good boyfriend to her in place of me”

I can’t get myself to say that I still can’t sleep at night because of her
With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL

Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you
My heart still can’t seem to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

“She can’t drink a lot and she doesn’t like smoke
She hates being alone so always be with her”

Always celebrate her birthday and anniversaries”
I don’t know why I’m telling him this

I know I’m going to turn around and regret this but I still acted cool
I know I’m going to be upset behind my friend’s back and beg him not to

Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you
My heart still can’t seem to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

(Say) no no no (Say) you can’t
(Say) you will wait for me
(Say) no no no (Say) you can’t
(Say) you will wait for me

I can’t get myself to say that I still can’t sleep at night because of her
With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL

Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you
My heart still can’t seem to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

saengli chukha hamida,

saengli chukha hamida,

sarang haneun nichkhunnie,

saengli chukha hamida! :D

happy birthday to you, khunnie oppa~!

ENJOY TODAY alright? :D

saranghaeyo! (L)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KELVIN TAN! ^^

pictures taken on monday, 21st.

celebrated early. :D

heheeee. omggggg!!!!

SYULYNN TOUCHED BEAST'S HANDSSS!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

omggg la. im so damn freaking excited abt mine!! :DDDD

she says they are PERFECT when you see them in real!

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ i cant wait! ^^

ONE MORE DAY CHERYL, FIGHTING!

@syulynn. YOU ARE ONE LUCKY GIRLL! :D

i love beast! (L)

saengli chukha hamida,

saengli chukha hamida,

sarang haneun yong hwa && minho nieeee,

saengli chukha hamida! ;DDDDDDDDDDD

heehees. lee minho and jung yong hwa, happy birthday!

hope you two have a good day today! ^^

jung yong hwa esp, sarang haeyo! (L)

me love you, hope you stay as handsome as everrrrrrr~

weees. i'll be supporting CNblue forever! ^^

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alright, amanda got her 2AM album today.

with my help. HAHA.

lent her money, cd rama card, && popular card! ;D

i good? heehees. :X

thats all. BYE!

find this kinda interesting!

and its quite nice to hear. LOL..

quick uploaded bef sleeping.

NIGHT!

happy father's day, DADDY!

i loovveeeee you daddy. :D

went for dinner @ compass point just now. :D

hahaha. morning went to hougang w cousin emily.

peiied her pierce her ears and went to bought daddy's gift.

bought daddy a new mug and a little card. ((:

hees. hope daddy likes his mug.

the mug writes : behind every successful person lies a loving family.

meaningful, isnt it?

wees. bought a new shinee poster @ comics. :DDD

hoorayy. ~

hahas. UKISS is in sg nowwww!! ((:

woos. they performed on shengshiong show just now.

they were awesomeeeeeeee! ^^ with loves much.

hahahaha. heard that 2AM's coming too? o.o

hope so! as amanda would be delighted! HAHA.

alright, gtg. bye!

ohohohoh, FOUR MORE DAYS to meeting beast! WEEEES. :D

im tearing apart, because i miss you.

pictures speak a thousand words! ^^

haha. taken on bbq ((:

successed. alright. gtg. busy.

hello all. :D

first time posting video on blog.

wowwww.

hahaha., its all abt jay park.

check out the two videos.

he's raps are the bestttttttt!

and, the dance was good. :D

anyw, he's super cute when he stutter behind.

take a look and you'll know. ^^

heees. sorry if cant load.

iloveyou jay, i'll support you to my fullest. (:

JAY PARK, fighting!

BANGS BANGS BANGS! :D

haha, new haircut todayyyy. ((:

hahaha. jl and bra did their hair too. ^^

jl rebonded and bra cut. heehee.

after haircut, went meet mom @ tm1.

had sushi teiii for dinner && shopped.

haha. i bought USAVICH toy. its superrrr cute. ^^

lols. alright.

short post. byee!

one more day to bbq,

ten more days to meeting BEAST!

last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SYULYNN DEAREST! ;D

iloveyou. (:

TODAYYYYYY ;D

haha. went shopping w szemin and huiting. :D

finally got my jacket!! :D

hooorayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~

took neoprints toooo.

haha. alright. shortpost.

byeeee!

MY LONG AWAITED SUJU ALBUM! :D

Finally collected it today! ^^

thanks amanda for peiing me :D

haha. saddening that i got shindong's photocard. ):

i wanted my donghae's. )))):

but, nvrtheless, im still greatly happy i have finally got it. (:

haha. went to watch nanny macphee ytd w pigs. :D

im suddenly a BENZHU. -.-

ahma lah! candy foo shi hui. (:

lols. the day bef went shopping w rach and jas,. ((:

alrighty, quick post. i'll reply tags next time!

anyw, SHINee's comeback is cominggggg~

im waiting, SHINee! saranghae. (L)

andandand, its TWELVE MORE DAYS, to what?

MEETING BEASTTTTTT (((((:

happy ttm. and, its THREE MORE DAYS to BBQ w cliquee.

* SMILES WIDELY *

BYE~

annyeonggg :D

haha. quick update.

handsome? ^^ he's daebak. (L)

study camp is overrrrrrrrr~

yayness. :D

hees. anyway, im off.

bye!

annyeong!

haha. just came home from exercising @ MJC. :D

w jialin and gang. (:

we had a really really longg heart to heart talk.

we told each other our probs in sch.

i felt soooo much better after letting them out.

THANKS GUYSS! me loooovveeeee you guys ttmmmm (L)

i love hanging out w them. they're just like my family members.

:DDDDDDDDD

we're going to have a sleepover @ jl's hopefully this wed night.

where all of us end our study camps. :D

alright, im going to reply tags later, fred not ya? :D

heehees.

anyw, im fine alr. thanks to all, that tagged me kkkk. me love you ppl too. :D

alright, its like, finally the last two days of study camp,

boring ttm la, DNT all the way. booooo ):

okay, short post tday, bye!

GOODNIGHT LOVIES :D

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sometimes you really make me feel like ignoring you.

its not on purpose, why are you so _ uh?

i dont know whats the word to use,

seriously.

you should have guessed that this will appear in my blog.
since everybody wrote, i guess i should too.
i should express my true feelings for you.
okay, you should have known by now,
im not as close to you as i was in sec 2-3.
i cant seem to share anything with you, my secrets and my life. now.
there's just this barrier in between us.
maybe its just me, but i know,
the barrier is thick enough for me and you to stay as normal friends forever.
i dont know if you can sense it,
but dont you feel that im closer to the rest than you now?
it doesnt used to be like this. i've changed.
want to know why?
i used to put all my utmost trust in you, rather than the other 3.
you, were the one that told me,
i was the closest and bestest in between us.
so i wanted to feel the same.
i did, really treated you as my bestest when i was in sec 2-3.
im sure you know it.
i shared my secrets w you and we used to share food and do everything tgt.
i really liked you that time, and gradually you became my bestest.
but, maybe as what ppl always say : happiness never lasts long.
im not sure why, whether you're sure of it anot, you changed. tremendously.
many, many ppl told me things you did, and what you said abt me.
i didnt trust them at first, like how you said it in yr blog.
not to trust others but trust you, as my bestest.
i thought they did it only to spoil our friendship.
so everytime they said it, i wouldnt care.
but one day, i heard it myself.
you told somebody things abt me. and i overheard it.
i was so sad, at that point of time i heard it.
i was, also angry knowing the fact that you might have leaked out everything i told you.
to whoever, im not sure.
gradually, our distance between each other pulled.
longer and longer and longer.
you changed so much, that everything you do was a bad impression to me.
maybe its because i have changed my impression on you,
so i tend to look at you negatively.
but you cant deny that you started telling outside ppl,
our clique secrets, and you started becoming more and more proud.
you would come to school everyday and say that yr mom bought you this & that.
i dont mean telling your friends what your mom bought is wrong,
but the way you say it makes ppl think you're boasting you see.
you always emphasize that its expensive. if you ever realised.
thats one major reason why i dislike you.
well, im not saying that i didnt badmouth anyone in my life before,
but i only do it, if something related to him/her happened.
remb the meeting @ pizza hut?
it was supposed to solve every grudges we had in our clique.
at first, after the meeting, i stopped gossipping abt you.
i really did. you can ask the rest.
and whenever they gossip abt you, i try to mend things, and explain for you.
but gradually, you didnt change. at all. not one bit.
you stayed the same, told ppl our secrets and you still boast abt your things.
i dont know if you told them unknowingly, but either way, its still unacceptable.
im sure abt the rest, but another thing abt you,
is you like having your copyrights. this happened veryvery long ago.
whenever you have any new songs, you will intro me.
then when i ask from you to send me, you always will emphasize,
"i send you de hor! must thank me horr!" i will thank you, of course.
its basic manners. but its the part when i intro this particular song to another person,
you will go to him/her and emphasize that if not for you, i wouldnt have know it.
by doing this, you made me feel like i was SO old-fashioned.
you said it like as if, i didnt know any new songs and only know old.
i really really, hated this feeling. it sucks, you know?
i hope you realised by now, what is happening to you right now,
is what you yourself have created. you created this mess to clean.
you'll have to take all that you deserve.
as your friend, i cant help you either.
im sorry, but i think its the best for everybody now.
you should really reflect on yourself, i hope.
this is what you get, when you betray others to make other new friends.
that is not the correct way to make friends.
true friends keep all their friends secrets to themselves,
true friends dont betray their bestest and speak of them badly.
true friends are friends that everybody wants.
who doesnt? duh, right.
and really, if you dont ever change, the barrier between us is going to get bigger and bigger.
maybe even if after we graduate, we will not keep contact. ever.
please, we did this, for your own good.
admit your mistakes.

annyeongg! :D

hahahah. just finished watching baiquan. ((:
tmr last episode le uh ^^

oooh, i finished all my homework todayyyyy! yayness :D

cause after pepper lunch @ hougang, went to huiting's house to do.

heehee. then came home had dinner then continued. (:

im sososososo hardworking manzzzzzzzzzzz.

haha. :X

alright, short post today.

gonna sleep soon.

anyway, i shall reply tags another day.

kinda late right nao. :D

nighties! ^^

i dont know why, but im starting to feel differently for you.