Tuesday, September 28, 2010

it took me one week to realise reality.
you're no longer to be called, mine, anymore.
everything has changed. so much.
your feelings had faded.
have you ever wondered why i cared so much?
if i really didnt like you, do you even think i'd care?
saying the truth, three weeks after you told me that,
i have all the long liked you. its just that i didnt wna show.
i thought you could see it, see through my feelings, but i think, im wrong.
well everything's kinda too late now.
its time to let go, isnt it? i really dk.
but i know you had found a new goal towards your life.
work towards that goal alright, i wish you all the best okay?
i'll be here behind you.
im so sorry, for all the harsh words that i've ever said to you.
i truely am, sorry. i didnt mean it, i was just playing hard to get.
too hard, i guess? laughs.
well, i now, truely understand these phrases and idioms.
why do people only learn to cherish after they lose?
being loved is always more blessing than loving someone.
now i truely understand how you felt, for the past two years.
im so sorry for making you feel so tired.
you must be tired of this one sided love isnt it?
take a break, i suppose, then move on alright? im not gna keep you.
after how much you have suffered.
i truely wish the best for you, and i hope you'll nvr forget all these that happened.
no matter what, i'll be still here supporting you.
cheryl, its time to move on.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

when i dont shout, it doesnt mean im not in pain.
when i dont say anything, it doesnt mean i dont care.
when i dont cry, it doesnt mean im not sad.
when i smile, it doesnt mean im happy.
sometimes, it is bcos of true sadness, pain, and the care for you,
thats why i keep silent.

Thursday, September 23, 2010









saengli chukha hamida,
saengli chukha hamida,
sarang haneun kim kibum key,
saengli chukha hamida! ^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KEY! :D
me, SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER love you k!
no matter what ppl say abt you, i will k! <:
stay handsome, cute, and motherly! hees.
although you might not be able to see this,
but its the thought that counts! i bet many shawols feel this way too! (:
i'll be always supporting you, your number 1 fan, KIM KIBUM!
sarang haeyo kim kibum. :D
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ALXY! :D
hahaahahha. the second picture sucks, fyi. hahaha
anyw, hope you liked our gifts and excited for TMR! :D
alright, love you! <:
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okay im done. <:
JAY PARK IS IN SG BREATHING THE SAME AIR AS US!
woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

im supposed to be counting down,
the few more hours to my beloved and A's birthday.
but why am i not feeling not one bit of excitement,
not one bit of eagerness, not one bit of happiness?
it is supposed to end nicely, perfectly.
but i didnt know things will turned out this way.
maybe, later, i'll feel better.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

hi :D
prelims are over, yay right.
but im geetting my results like, TMR. wtf.
i dont get to feel relaxed, AT ALL.
okay, i know i know, olvl is coming in like a month.
yes yes, i'll study hard ya. <:
okay today's practical sucked, ttvm.
super killer man. BOTH somemore._.
devastating. >:
haha anyw, its two more days man!
i hope, you ppl can come, to celebrate with her. o.o
but, i still cant wait to go chomp chomp, on friday! ^^
I NEVER GO BEF. ): kuku not?
hahahaha okay, off. bye!
im jealous.

Monday, September 20, 2010

Someone once told me that tears are nothing, and they can't prove anything at all. I've learnt how to be strong since then. This made me ponder if that is the reason behind every tear held back. Ask yourself, if true tears are nothing, what are crocodile tears then? -Fb.
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you! >:
~
prelims are over, sort of.
left with practical tmr~ ayeeeee.
THREE MORE DAYS~!

Friday, September 17, 2010

i know you're getting sick of me.
i know you've found a new girl.
if its really what you have wanted to tell me,
tell me then, right in my face.
remb what you promised to do?
you promised to care for me, protect me.
i believed it, i believed all your lies.
whatever now, i'll back off so you can live better.
i'll really hate you alot.
but, if this is really the ending of our story,
why love me in the first place? why say those words?
alright, its okay.
be happy without me.
get used to the life without me.
i'll be alright. ohhhhhh~
(some lyrics) meaningful. <:

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

hello! <:
yes, look up! NEVER GIVE UP PPL!
whenever i feel like giving up, i'll think abt ppl in other countries that are disabled,
they cant even study! so, i have to strive on, bcos i know this is impt in my life.
i have like OMG, less than 60 days in yuying! AHHHHH~
im so gna miss everything there mans. )':
alright, prelims are going to be over sooonnnnn~
so far papers i've taken, all okay! <: yays.
but idk abt tmr, >: DNT, dont be too hard okay? BE MY FRIEND LAHHHHH ):
i always wna be friends with you leh, DNT, why you so DAO! tskkkkk >:
hahahaha. okay lame, but seriously must pray for me k! ^^
heees. ooohhhhhhh guess what guess what?
its EIGHT MORE DAYS! to what? YOU'LL KNOW SOON! :D
hahahahahah. k, i need to confess something.
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THE FEELINGS SUCKS WHEN IM BEING IGNORED LAH. TSK.
i dont like you. hernh. >:
okay, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Friday, September 10, 2010

HI! :D
happy belated birthday, JACK.
im so nice right, wish you even though you're the most irritating person in the world.
i know hur, thanks! :D
HAHAHAHAH okay im so zi high. hahah
alright went to primary sch bbq on wednesday.
shocked, cause some changed so muchhhhh! o.o
omg, everything's coming too soon, dont you think?
im having prelims now, few weeks later, OLEVEL. ):
im kinda gna miss everything mans.
okay, off i go.
cheryl, fighting! :D
TAG ME LEH WLAO.