cant believe i actually saw it with my own eyes.
you lied to me, once again.
all your replies from my letter to you,
was just a whole crap of bullshit.
my heart sank, when i saw you with her, once again, just now.
had you ever thought of my feelings?
im a human too you know, i have feelings too.
where did all your promises go to?
you once promised me that whatever you said to me,
is true from your heart. is your real feelings.
you promised me that you wouldnt lie to me,
and you wouldnt contact her anymore.
you told me you were not friends with her anymore.
deleted her off fb, msn and your phone contact.
but what is it i saw today?
my heart is totally shattered.
you stabbed me once, thinking you'll repent,
i trusted you again. but you stabbed me once again.
if you couldnt keep your promise, why did you made them in the first place?
what are words, if you really dont mean them when you say them?

im feeling empty.
i tried, seriously.
i tried, telling myself i could get over you.
tried telling myself, that i can do without you.
tried going out w my friends.
tried keeping myself busy with things.
so that i wouldnt think of you.
but, i failed.
i just cant do it! why?
im so disappointed with myself. ):
my whole mind is filled with everything.
everything fucking thing about you.
what am i supposed to do now?
im soooo lost without you.
im like aimless. i have no where to go.
i thought, that not thinking about you,
will make me forget you.
but no i didnt. i failed.
how can i move on,
when my heart is still with you?
i still love you.
sigh. ~
this feeling sucks.
the feeling of emtpyness,
the feeling of knowing, that nobody's there.
the feeling, of being alone.

helloooo~
IM BACK FROM HAINAN ISLAND! C:
hees. hmmm, china has quite nicee scenery! ^^
only that i didnt quite like their dirty toliets, and
oily oily food! /: but nevertheless, everything was a great experience!
heees. :D
hmmm, photos are all w my mom and uncles,
hopefully they'll post up on fb! (:
awww miss all of my friends! ):
hopefully able to meet them sooooon~
and i wna play mahjongg. D:
*sian*
haha. alright, nothing else much!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SZEMIN&IRVIN! :D
imissyou.
how can i move on, when im still in love with you?

hello!
im leaving for china on friday 6am.
which means i have to reach airport at 4am.
which means i have to wake up at 3am.
i can might as well dont sleep! -.-
kay, hopefully my time there will be enjoyable. /:
and, anybody out there thats free tmr?
i wna go IT FAIR to see laptops and itouch!
tmr is the only day i can goooo~
i should be working tmr de loh, cashier at it fair.
but the trip clashed with everything.
sians*
kay gdnight, no mood at all!
planning a clique outing is damn difficult!

hiii~
today is a boring day. D:
went out to take medical report,
and then huiting came over to my house and
did her online enrollment. (:
hmm, going to CO's soundcheck tmrr~
wonder how it'll be like. :D heeeees!
finally done with my enrollment of tp, ( relieves )
going to tp to pass to them by hand cause dad says mailing is unsafe._.
haha. alright, nothing else much to say.
leaving to china in 4 more days /:
and, im gna miss you. ):

hellooooo~

alright, posting from SPCA day.

looook @ the ad! its so, OMG.

seriously, how i wished that i could help those poor animals there find a home.

a home, where their owners will really care for them, and love them.

the dogs there are realllyyy cuteeee though~

anyone wna get a pet, GO TO SPCA TO ADOPT KAY!

save a life there! C:

i wna go and be a volunteer there someday.

i really hope i can! ^^

and seriously i hateeee abusers ttm.

they are all lifeless and sadistic! omg, hurting animals.

TSK. recently those rabbits cases, OMG.

burn in hell lah you people. @:

okay ANYWAY, went to spca on, wednesday! ^^

thursday, happpyy birthday TINGXIN!

went to eat @ swensens, neoprints and kbox :D

had fun, lets go out again someday k! C:

friday went for medical checkup @ changi airport t3 raffles medical!

one hour plus only~ LUCKIILYYYY. ~

haha. eyesight SUCKED like mad. see a 6 as 5 .___.

lolol. monday gna collect my x-ray and report! ((:

hopefully queue is not long. :x

haha. alrighttttt, bought new converse shoes! :D

happy! C: navy colour~

hmmm, went to buy my shoes today,

then after to john's house. ( new friend that i made )

w jialin, jasmine and brans! C:

OREO IS SUPERRRRRR CUTEEEEE!

hehehe.

alright, done. byeeee~

should i get a itouch? /:

and check out my new blogsong! by GAGA.

but the one i got is by alex goot, i find his voice nicer though :x

no offence!

and, iloveyou! no matter what~

happy birthday, szekeat! C:

though most of the time was spent at the dumb polyclinic,

buttttt, hope you had a nice time w us. :D
and takecare of stomach okay? C:

haha.

alright, pictures speak a thousand words.

BYEEEEEEEEE~

and, the enrollment stuff is seriously, killing me /:

anyone, help?

oh and, Happy birthday, jbieber! :D