hello lovelies. its been a boring day for me. stay at home the whole day today, rotting. haha! nothing but watching television programs on tv and stuff. Right, i kinda have nothing to say. hmm, im excited for 2c's bbq, hahaha. And, going to meet huiting and cien tmr~ to buy some stuffs and also to walk around. if nt, i'll rot to death. lolol. having rachel's birthday celebration on thursday, and 2c's bbq on friday! <: and today, DA NAI MA LAI ZHAO WO LE. D: i hate having my periods. HATE IT MAX. but have to endure with it! /: it still beats having it next week during orientation i guess? haha. School is seriously starting!!!! i am totally afraid of orientation! i think, you're still, in my heart.

do you really love him? it seems to me, like you do. it feels that you're not like what everyone is telling me about, it seems to me that you're not as bad as what he thinks you are too. i dont know why, but i just read through something, and i suddenly feel super weird. i suddenly feel your sadness. i suddenly feel that you are really the one for him. why am i feeling this way, suddenly? :( sigh.

hello lovelies. i had a great day today, went out with jialin love to shop! haha. satisfied with what i bought today. :) bought three tops, one ring, and one necklace! yay! and out of the 5 things, 3 things were owls. <: i have a serious obsession for owls. idk why! HAHA. i find them cuteeeeee~ my necklace, ring and one of my tops were owl-related. loved them max. took neoprints, which one looks atrociously ugly!!!!!!!!! i wasnt even prepared for that shot mannnnnnnn. the photo was taken when i was adjusting my hair. tsktsk. decided to print it since it was one of our CANDID shots lol! haha. jialin got three tops toooooo! hehe. right, uploading photos taken on saturday and today on fb now, take alook kay. if only i could easily say 'if only' and change it, everything will be different now.

hello lovelies! its been a boring sunday for me. urgh. have been rotting practically the whole afternoon. only went out to whitesands for dinner with sissy. :) haha! look at that picture up there. Yup, thats me. i always speak without showing any actions. >: sigh. its un-changable man! haha. supposed to get my cupboard overfilled with bags packed today, but ah, you know. lazyness kills! hmmm guess not only me, but most of you out there do the same yeah? people tend to procastinate alot yeah? haha. its just like that. we have to get nagged like hell before we really go about to do it. haha, whatever. im gna packed it, SOON. :x im kinda worried about my first day at orientation. seriously? water games? /: on a day with all new friends and people, water games? how are we to socialise man. i am very shy to strangers ahhhhh >: forgot how to make friends, forgot how to socialise! Zzzz. school jittery is starting to fill me!

hello all. Rio is a nice movie. should go watch it you guys. school's starting, and i have mixed feelings. good and bad. excited to go for a new start, but sian that i have to start studying alr. ~ sigh. i have so many things to sigh about. ~
sigh. looks like things have became like this, and will be like this forever. i dont want this to end like that. seriously, i regretted giving you the letter. i regretted being frank with you. Cause if this was going to be the ending, then i will never give that letter to you. i dont wna lose you as my friend. A friend i can never forget. A friend, that once was so close, and nice, and funny. what should i do next time, when i see you on the streets, or happen to bump into you in school next time? do i have to say hi? will i be brave enough to ask you how are you and how is school for you? i really really WISHED, time could go back. so that i can choose not to give you the letter, choose not to let everything else happened, and remained as us, our once before friends that could go out without awkward-ness and weird-ness. i miss it. miss those times when i could tease you as a friend, joke with you, and call you nicknames. i miss the times whenever i called you nicknames and you getting angry and giving me those JB faces. i miss my life in sec two with you. cant we, go back to where we have started before?

hi, this post is actually for you. but you wont see it. cause, afterall, my blog's privated. im posting this bec i really have too much feelings bottled up in my heart. i cant help but pour it out alr. the ultimate reason why i posted this was to apologise to you. im sorry, really, sincerely sorry. i didnt know that all along, i've misunderstood you. to this extend then every thing bad that happens i really assume that its you who did it. well maybe you could be lying like again. everytime. but im really sure that you aint that guy in my nightmares this time. im sorry, for everything that i had misunderstood you okay? i didnt mean to make you guilty over it. i didnt know! well, now that _ knows alr, we both cant help but do nothing, isnt it? i guess its really that incident that made him find out bah. but, i know that it isnt you alr, she has clarified with me. and i take back my words, i dont, hate you anymore. and you're no bastard to me. i am sorry. and lastly, you're not a jerk. (:

Saengli chukha hamida, Saengli chukha hamida, Sarang haneun jonghyunnie, Saengli chukha hamida! <3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JONGHYUN OPPA! Saranghae! <3 hehehehe. kay anw sorry for not blogging ytd. was doing itunes for my new ipod touchieeeeeee, <: Mom bought it for me. thanks mom, ILOVEYA. ^^ kaykay, went to somerset 313 to accompany mom change her iphone4 with sissy, then after went to epi centre to grab her phone cover. me and sissy got it for her! early birthday. hope you liked it! right, then went to tampines again to let mom do a sim transfer. then homed at 9pm. today, went to stephen's place for homecooking. today's soup is the best! (Y) lolol. after that went to cien's house to NUA. :) homed at 7pm. going to watch RIO tmr! yay~