i saw you just now .
and i thought through .
did i really loved you ?
though i told amanda you looked the most handsome and craps ,
but did i really loved you before at all ?
im thinking .
oh well , whatever it is , will you ever change in your bad habits?
no , i don't ever think so .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST DADDY !
hahas.
and aso happy belated birthdays to :
HUITING ~23th
XIUZHEN~24th
CHENGYAU~25th
((((((((((((((((:
hahahs . april makes me pokkkkk like siao .hahas .
lols. upload music frm a new website ./
amanda intro de . looks and sounds better;D
cos imeem cock up lah .
hais :/
hmmm . tmr gonna be our first mid yr paper .
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sian . exams all coming le .
burdens lah !
okay , short post .
im off to watch my ping pang yuan le !
toodles .

HELLO ~!
im suppppppppppppppper happy tday ;D
ILOVEYYSCO ! we GOT GOLD (:
cann you believe it ? omggg .
hahaah . when they announced , orchestra number 33 ,
yuying secondary school , my heart was like ______.
then they say , JIN JIANG !
i totally screamed and broke into tears ((:
i dk why . but it just came out naturally .
FINAALY , after all the hardwork , sweat , and perseverence .
** dunno if spell correctly .
hahah . CO ! WE'VE DONE IT !
we've did our teachers , and ourselves proud (:
hahahaha .
okay . and i skip school tday !
lol. not say skip lah . is practice (:
lols. well , didnt post up pictures taken tday .
firstly , lazy lah ! secondly , my blooody wire is missing :/
haha . okay . im lazy to type further .
post again next time .
GOODNITE PEEPO !
byes; sweet dreams (:
ILOVEYYSCO !

hellos .
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PING !
;DDDDDDDDDDD
haha . went out to celebrate ytd .
went dinnering at japanese restaurant , then me and jl went to buy cake .
lols. ping didnt know /
then we pretend that we needed to go home straight after eating .
but in the end ,. we surprised her ! i tink :/
lols. mAYBE NOT . dunno .
hahas .
woooooooooo. its three days to SYF !
jiayouuuuuuu man co (:
we will do our best right ?
we can do it ;DD
had co tday . full dress rehearsal .
mann , the new costume the collar SUPERRR itchy siah .
urghhhhhhhhhh```
and the hall is freaking warm lahh .
great job !
hahas . hope after wash not so itchy lahh the stoooopid collar .
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loss of words .
haha . okay , post sometime again .
im sleepy (: yawns .
hmm , two days to vivian and xinhua's birthday .
happy birthday first in advance !
and i'll be going escape TMR !
woooooooooooooooooooooooo.
so long nvr go le . hope now more fun .
haas. okay . shall post again .
byes !
loves .

HELLO !
ohmygod . ihavent been posting for ages:/
comp spoil llahxczs , bo pian uh .
anyway . its FINALLY repaired now;DDDDDDD
thanks dad !
hmmm , had amaths remedial tday .
810 to ardd 935 bahs .
the mother tongue room was kinda small ><
haha .
well , had co after that.
oooooooooooh , its 9 days to syf .
aim for the best !
we cann do it co !
JIAYOU (((((:
ended practice ard 1245 .
then we packed up , and gathered at the canteen .
the new costume were here !
haha . quite nice lah . at least better then the purpled one._.
skirt was black . hmmm , the guys wear is nicer loh !
BOOOOO . i wanna be a guy :d
lol. okay . then went to eat at kobayashi with tx and jy .
home sweet home .
i've try on the costume . THE SKIRT IS TOO LONG ~!
lols. need change ? or should i just fold ?
hmmm ., we'll see how bahs .
the top's okay ;DD
tot that i couldnt fit in the neck part , cos it looked small .
but i could ! happiness (((((:
haha . im crappin.
okay . gonna upload songs .
toodles !

hello!
haha . hmmm , ntg much lor .
ooooh . SPEECH DAY WAS COOL !
haha . shall nort elaborate :/
lazy >.<
haha . anyway , had amaths tuition just now .
hmm , i tink its getting harder everytime >?
but then , not say hard to the extend that i'll collapse or anything ,
but there seriously lots of topics . i cann hardly remb all lah .
we're learning modulus fractions alr .
quite fast . my school like only at alpha belta there only -.-
haha. oh well , just hope it turns out fine .
after tuition went mac find jimmy,tx,stephen,teddy and meat .
haha . we're suppose to go some xyz event .
but turned out boring . so we went arcade instead .
haha . saw teddy play house of dead :/
disgusting lor !
urghhh . gruesome /
haha . then me and ht played bishi bashi !
wooo , then stephen joined in .
hey . I WON OKAY !
haha . so happy (:
lols. watched them play daytona and stuff .
left ard 2plus ?
hmm . quite a great day i guess .
oh yah , heard frm jimmy that his primary sch fren passed away .
i was like .. omg .
it was reported on the news .
15 year pld girl collapsed and dies .
claudia chua or something i tink .
jimmy ,dunn be sad okay ?
cheer up ;D you still have us !
okay . hmm , i was kinda shocked to hear it too .
hais . anyway ,. im going to a concert later (:
at victoria concert hall ;DDD
actually , i dunno what concert it is .
dad booked the tickets . haha .
hope it turns out good !
okay , shall post again /
BYES !
loves/

HOHOHO ;DD
haha . im being lame lahsxcz.
lols . sorry for not posting for long .
hmm , wanted to post up the pictures on sunday .
but lazyness kills everything .
haha . hmm , tday at ss period , ms rose , our co-ss teacher ,
show us a song and a poem-.-
the song , i dunno what the fcukk is it talking abt :/
haha . but the poem was quite interesting though (:
hmmm, it was named;there will be no peace .
well , the last sentence was kinda cool .
it was like ...,
there will be no peace ;
till enemies become fellow human beings .
wooooooooooooooo ,.
is like darn meaningful ?
hmm , maybe cos when someone wants to kill their enemy ,
their mind will not be a human anymore !
haha , okay , stop talking ss alr :/
hahas . woooo , tmr is YUYING'S SPEECH DAY !
woooooooohooooo ;DD
im SOSO excited !
haha . and, plus , the school's gonna turn 99TH !
wowow . congratulations yuying(:
so tmr lessons are gonna end WOOOO early .
like 1010 ._.
haha . then im going hm to get my costume .
then go back to school bahs .
haha . and the new school timetable totally sucks.
seriously .
one period is like , 45 mins ?!
and what's more ? i end school at 0220 everyday >.<
hais , nvm then .
plus , i every monday or tuesday have FOUR periods of dnt .
FCUKKKKK .
and one period is 45mins ?!
so equals to = two and a half hrs !
damn .
hais , gotta bear with it still .
haha . okay , shall post again ?
byes;loves .

i'll always be beside you .
until the very end .
wiping all your tears away .
being your best friend .
i'll smile when you smile .
& feel all the pain you do .
& if you shed a single tear ,
i promise i'll cry too ..

that day , when glenn told me something ,
i cried and cried .
but it there any use at all ?
will you ever change ?