because you're leaving soon,
i wanted to do something special,
to show how much i loved you.
i could have list down all your great qualities,
your fun personality,
your honesty,
your thoughtfulness.
but that's not enough.
you need to know,
how many times i think about your smiles.
how many times,
i catch myself wishing i could be in your arms.
or even, how many times,
my heart jumps at just a look at your face.
the truth is,
i cant think of a way to express this feeling in me,
but the only thing i could ever do,
was to create this little paragraph of mine.
i really hoped i did it well.
but, dont ever regret reading this.
cause once i start loving you,
i might never ever stop.
everyone's birthday, happens once in a year,
but people like you, only happens once in a lifetime..
i really hope i made a right decision,
and god, please dont let me regret!
i hope i dont miss you too much after you leave,
and the only mistake i ever made,
was to fall in love with you.
well at least i loved you with all my heart,
and i know you're able to feel it.
even if you dont bother,
it doesnt matter anymore.
since your gonna leave here,
then let me break my heart in full,
and repair with all the time i have.
i dont know if it's ever going to heal,
but at least at the bottom of my heart,
i know you're out there,
some place, and some time,
thinking of the love i ever had on you.
this are really my true feelings for you right now,
and im so glad i expressed it out now.
my last few words in this little story of mine,
is that :
"im sorry , but i know, i shouldnt have ever fell for you."