happy 19th birthday, SISSY! C:

stay pretty, and retarded! C:

i love you! ^^

haha. cake was blown ytd though, @ ahma's house.

today went for thai express dinner, @ t1. :D

hope you liked the ring and chocolates. (:

kay, went for CO today.

saw zhangbin., after so long, omg!

tx and i bought him a photo frame with his photos.

hope he likes it much! (:

hahah. kay, anyway, tmr is szekeat's birthday!

so in advance,

happy birthday szekeattt! stay handsomeee! ^^

haha. but dont be tooooooo high self-esteemed.___.

lols. kbox-ing tmr @ scape! :D

hope it'll be fun! :D

hees. wednesday SPCA! OMGGG excited much!

thursday tingxin's birthday celebration. (:

yays. packed this week and im loving it. C:

alright, nothing much else to say. bye! ^^

~

a few months back,

you told me, that you wanted to win my heart.

i still recalled the time, when you told me,

your feelings and how i reacted.

i wonder if you felt sad, cause thats hw i feel now.

maybe its true, what goes around, comes around.

isnt it?

it came back, to me afterall.

i finally understand, how people never cherish,

until its gone.

whatever it is, since reality has taken me this far,

i guess i'll have to face it, and move on.

what's not mine, can never be mine.

so, no point forcing it, cause after everything,

it will return to their rightful owners.

i'll just have to keep myself occupied with things,

cause i know, whenever i have nothing on,

my mind starts to ponder and wonder,

why did things turn out this way.

im sure i'll be able to walk out of this shadow in my life,

and face the mirror smiling once more.

im sure, that i can move on like how i did previously.

time is all i need. no matter hw long it is.

time, is the key to heal up all my wounds.

but just to let you know,

even if i had moved on,

YOU,

will always be in my heart,

no matter when, you'll be inside,

cause the scar is left behind.

hello! i've collected my shinee 2011 official calender!

yay. :DDD

heees. pictures on top, of key, only. /:

LOL. alright, romeo album, i got onew. no key. ):

but nevertheless, its onew~ ^^

huiting got taeminnie ( lucky her ) and her RDD album. (:

haha. hmmm, going out with jialin later, i guess? o.o

okay, going to call to see if she's awake! that PIG.

alright bye!

did i do the right thing?~

helloooo.
IM NOT WORKING ANYMOREEEEEE! :D
yay. C:
happy. (:
hahaha. baking today with huiting and jialin!
though jialin left early to meet her deardear. @:
haha but still fun! ^^
baked cookies and cake!
cake was a success, not counting the whip cream part /:
hah, happy birthday huiting's dad! (:
heeeeheeeees. :D
hope the cake is nice :X
lol. the cookie was made for a dumbass, and my mummy. :D
hees. anyw! GOING OUT TO SHOP TMR~ finally. with huiting. (:
excitedddddddd~ woooos.
okay, got to go!
byeeeeee. ^^
&& HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SUNNY UNNI!
me love you. thanks for the wonderful memories in etude with you.
i will always remb your: SHOUTING SHOUTING! *
sarang hae! (L)

HELLO!
im going to end work soon! ^^ YAYS.
finally can have the no work feeling. :D
haha. REN CHERYL REN. (:
anyw hear my song by pink, its nice. :D
okay, bye! (:

i should have always known.
that you were never serious.
but im just that dumb, to trust you again.
isnt it true? love makes someone stupid.
i really dont hope for anything now, but i just hope everything will return to where it started.
i shouldnt have.
shouldnt have let you into my life, once again.
shouldnt have fell for you, once again.
whatever i say now, its pointless.
i was, and am only your toy. isnt it?
you play, and throw. thats how i see things now.
should i hate you? i cant bring myself to do it.
im just this useless.
only now i know,
friends around me is what i have to cherish,
and is them who gives me the strength to move on.
without them, life will be colourless and meaningless.
their motivations and encouragements is what kept me going.
you? you did nothing.
and its all thanks to you,
my life is like this once more.
why am i returning to the past, again?
i really have no more comments.
i am totally, speechless.
all i can say now is,
thankyou for whatever you had done for me.
and i really enjoyed moments with you that i spent.
but i guess, its over once more.
its like a game, if i had to let you go,
after another round of happenings,
you'll be back again. i hope this time, it isnt like this anymore.
but really, thankyou for the memories.
i'll miss you, but i have to let you go now.
i want to let you know,
deeply inside my heart,
i still love you.
goodbye.

helloo! C:
im tired. /: seriously tired.
work is killing me! >:
hais, cheryl fighting! C:
haha. played mahjong on saturday.
lost like mad. /: siannnn.
sunday, went to watch all something ends well.
is it? idk the title sia._. LOL!
but it was a nice show. (:
haha. okay,
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO SLEEP.
goodnight!
~
are your words trustable?

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEARRRRRRRR! C:
hees. how's new year? :D
anw, mr gan's children are SUPER CUTE!
just realised that i love babies ALOT. like seriously.
hahaha. my niece ytd, today mr gan's 3 children, and godma's toddler!
awwww. they're awesomeeeee! :D
hahaha. alright, tmr's finally chu san alr! gng to vivian's place for mahjong!
then meeting jasmine for dinner. (:
hmmmmm, sometimes, some things makes me ponder. /:
ah its okay. goodbye!
~
are you true? or are you lying?
haiiii~
should i?

hiiiiiiiii~
new year eve is tmr! yay. C:
i cant wait for new year! omg.
heees. went shopping just now @ bugis with JL.
boought two tops and one long dress. yays. (:
awww, and i didnt go for ss3 in the end. D:
sad die sia. complicated.
but nvm, my sister went and she took videos for me to see!
and ryeowook threw a towel at her! OMG RIGHT.
she brought it home. ^^
hahahah. anw, i feel like piercing my earbone,
but im really scared. :X how?
hahaha. kay ntg much to say alr.
byeeee! C:
~
seems like you're not.
i really dk why you came back into my life for.
if you're coming back to treat me like the past,
then go away. i dont need your fake feelings, and lies.
i dont want to get hurt again.
just as i almost got you out of my life,
you walked back in, what am i supposed to do now?