i should have always known.
that you were never serious.
but im just that dumb, to trust you again.
isnt it true? love makes someone stupid.
i really dont hope for anything now, but i just hope everything will return to where it started.
i shouldnt have.
shouldnt have let you into my life, once again.
shouldnt have fell for you, once again.
whatever i say now, its pointless.
i was, and am only your toy. isnt it?
you play, and throw. thats how i see things now.
should i hate you? i cant bring myself to do it.
im just this useless.
only now i know,
friends around me is what i have to cherish,
and is them who gives me the strength to move on.
without them, life will be colourless and meaningless.
their motivations and encouragements is what kept me going.
you? you did nothing.
and its all thanks to you,
my life is like this once more.
why am i returning to the past, again?
i really have no more comments.
i am totally, speechless.
all i can say now is,
thankyou for whatever you had done for me.
and i really enjoyed moments with you that i spent.
but i guess, its over once more.
its like a game, if i had to let you go,
after another round of happenings,
you'll be back again. i hope this time, it isnt like this anymore.
but really, thankyou for the memories.
i'll miss you, but i have to let you go now.
i want to let you know,
deeply inside my heart,
i still love you.
goodbye.