Friday, September 9, 2011

Dont know if i could do this alone.

I feel like urgh, shit. i dont like this feeling. i dont know why im feeling like this also. why, sigh. the thought of it just makes me go downdowndown. feeling this way. Shit this thought. stop thinking please? im afraid, scared, and worried. No one knows it. No one. except me.
Another reason. No one tells me anything. Never. Only when i ask, then they'll say. do i really look untrustable? or i just suck at being a friend uh? sigh. and you, cant you be a little be more understanding? i dont owe you my life. i dont live to report every damn thing to you okay. you have no rights to call me a bad girl, and no rights to say "got other guy than dont want you alr" okay. you're not related to me in any way. sigh. just hate this moment in my life now.
"everybody will hurt someday. its okay to be afraid."

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