hello lovelies! back to blog after quite sometime.hmmm. school's has been fine! well well. not mentioning somethings that i cannot control, and i have no say in. anyway, sunshine's party was greatttt :) had alot of fun, and ton @ west coast park for the first time! veryvery nice scenery thereeee. hope you liked ANGEL! :D hehehehe. made new specs today! cause mum and dad dont want me to wear contacts so often due to the freshlook case! ))): *sian* haha. hopefully my specs arent that ugly! hahahaha. ^^

stomach hasnt been very good these days. idk why! ): i get diarrheoa easily.. and it hurts sometimes out of the bluee! /: hopefully its just me eating smth wrong and can be shit-ed away and not any serious illness! ))): sighh. just downloaded manymany songs into my ipod MYSELF! feel so accomplished. hehehe. okayyy short post today alright? bye!

i cannot do anything to change what you think. if its that way you wna think, then so be it bah. whats the point of me doing so much to try to change your thinking, when you keep wanting to find problems between us? problems after problems. are you not tired of it? at all? between us there's a huge wall now, i feel like i have drifted so much from you alr. all this, i didnt want. did you? i seriously wonder. but well, if you really want to hate him, then so be it. i alr said dont let US drift. but seems to me that you wna hate me as well? idk. its really your choice. you know in your heart that if you ever wanted to comeback, i will always treat you like in the past, when we were so close tgt, and we could tell each other anything. but now, i dont know.... the choice is really only in your hands. im sorry if i ever made you angry. and also although if i apologise on his behalf, you'll still hate him as much, but still sorry. for whatever he has done to make you upset. and maybe to you i have changed. tell me as a friend, where i did? rather than tell others? idk lah. why are you like this? we're supposed to be one big family, one big clique, spending fun times tgt... but your words just spoiled everything between us, and everything is out of place now. if i did changed, and hurt you in anyway, im sorry, i'll try to be myself again. although idk where i changed. all i ever wanted was actually for us to ALL be back as one, be where it started from. week 0-week 3 at least, i dont believe you dont remb the times we had tgt? i now only pray for everybody, every conflict internally, no matter how small, or how big, to be resolved soon, and everything will be over and back to how it used to be sooon. please.

i.have.nothing.more.to.say.

hello humans. hmmm. school's been great! maths quiz was okayyy, and yup. OMG HARRY POTTER IS AN AWESOME FILM!! better go watch it you guys!! :D hahaha. watched it with brandy, jialin and piggy on tuesday! hehehe. good film. snape is so poorthing ): ohwell! hahaha. hmmmm. walked roxy today! yay (Y) finally. after so long of ignoring him all the time, i spent some time with him. ^^ hehe. well, nothing much else! short post today kay.........

ITS 3 MORE DAYS! hahaha. to piggy's birthdayyyy. yay. :) iloveyou. ^^

SMILE! :)
cant help but to vent it out here. im feeling so shitty now......i wasnt able to text you for the whole day cause both of our phones went crazy or smth idk, and now its like you dont know what i felt ytd night...i texted you in the morning to let you know, but guess its just fate that didnt want you to learn about all this. you were the cause of my feelings today, i feel like nothing to you. i feel like i was being neglected the whole day, i know you were out with your friends cause one of em were going back soon i know. but i cant help but feel this way. im sorry. and although i dont really like it when you said you were otp with a girl, i tried understanding you so i said i didnt mind and i gave you time to talk to her.. but honestly, which girl will like it when their bf talks to their ex otp? i know she had her problems and she just needed someone to talk to, all this i know, and its not like i dont trust you, its just, idk but i just cant help it but feel insecure.. bec right before that when we were on our way back, some girls were staring at you, probably bec they were interested in you or smth. it made me feel so.......idk. i feel like im not good enough for you. i feel that we're un-compatible. inferior. knowing that you will ask me whats wrong today tmr in school, i now ask myself if i should be frank with you or i should just step over it and move on. sigh. im sorry i had to vent to all this things here. thats all i wanted to say. goodnight world.

Hello humans. sorry i didnt update for soo long. was kinda lazy though. haha. kay anyway, school has been going well these few days, and im so HAPPY to sayyyy that I PASSED MY CKT LAB! ^^ yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! (Y) was totally elated when i got my paper back on monday. hehehe. Right, hmmmm. what else...........ooohya. presentation day on friday! was damn nervous when it was gna be my group's turn to present. i did the introduction. and i did my best! was shivering badly till laser could see me moving around. /: hahaha. well i have stage fright uhh, cant be helped. hmmmm, camwhore with my itouchieee after emaths lecture cause we are all wearing formal! hehe. now lets let the pictures do some talking! ^^

yup! there. hahaaa. well well, went to seoul garden for lunch with cien and gang~~ wasnt really pleased with the service there, and the cleaniness of that seoul garden. sheesh. dont go to bugis's seoul garden kay, sucks. ohya and, had dinner @ astons on friday after school. the spaghetti there SUCKS as well! only eat their western western food. haha. if you know what i meant. major regrets of ordering that spaghetti that cost me 11.50 in total! /:

Right.............its a stay-home sunday for me today, what should i do now? kinda bored though. hmmmm. just applied cream for my -frigginannoyingpainful- ulcer at the back of my gum. hope it recovers soon cause its been bothering me for days and days, making me unable to eat well :( anyhow, here's one last photo to end my blogpost today!

my sunshine. ^^

hello humans. :) ytd was a fruitful day. ^^ hahahaha. went out to kbox-ing after school @ cash studio at simpang bedok, ugly name ttm. /: hahahaha. firstly went to bedok interchange and waited for all of them to reach at mac. :) then headed to cash studio first with jamie, haiping, and azfar. :D sang till 3plus then the rest came along. reggie,laser,huiting and rachel. ^^ ahahahaha. then we all sang till 5plus, then we headed to eat dinner. the food at simpang bedok is damn good! you guys should tryyyyy it. :) then jamie and haiping went back while the rest of us went to simei to walkwalk. headed home at 9plus. :D hehehe. today went to laser's place to visit the hamsters! poor bobo got bitten on its tail :( and dusk has a injured leg. damnnn bad omg. have to separate them soon!! :( left his home at 6, then headed to ahpo's housefor dinner. ohohoh, MY DFUND LAB WAS FINEEEEE YAY! (Y) hhaaha. im so glad! hehehe. dr.azam rocks. :D hahaha. not wanting to get my results for ckt lab on monday omgggoshhhhh D: i bet i cant even get 10 marks! ): sian! meeting them tmr to get formal clothes for presentation next week! ^^ cantt waitttttt. would be a fun day i suppose. :D

happy one month baby. hope you liked the shirt and card i gave you. and thankyou so much for the surprise stitch, PIGGY. ^^ tough times, happy times, we'll always go through tgt kay? iloveyou.

Hello humans! firstly would like to wish doojoon oppa, happy belated birthday!! ^^ hehe. love you the mostttt kayyyyyy~~~~ <3 and also candy foo, AHMA!! miss you so much. happy belated birthday as well! :D meet up soon kay! <3 some pictures taken on beast fanmeet with syulynn's awesomeee camera!! :D heees. look at the self-drawn tees! ^^

right! haha. rest of the photos on fb kay. :D hehe. oh, ya. lab test was bull shit. ): think its gonna be damn bad results when i get it back next week. bless me kay. though it didnt really go well. sigh! ): tmr's dfund labtest, really really pray that im able to at leasttttt PASS. D: sigh. i hate labs! ): and yay! mum finally bought me BIRKS. :D WEEEEEEEEE. been wanting it for a longgg timeeeee! bought brownish kinda colour. ^^ happy max. and, hmmm nothing much else to post. its 2 more days! ^^ yay.

LAB, please please please be good tmr okay? ):

i like you best!

im having a major obsession with beast.

look at their self cams! Sooooooooo cuteeeee righttttttt.

BOYS OF EAST ASIA STANDING TALL. <3

haha. im random. i know! just having some major withdrawal symptoms. :D hahaha. OBVIOUSLY, i went for beast's fanmeeting ytd! omg i had funnn. it was damn good. :D hehehe. met up with cien @ kovan at 12pm, then we had lunch at cosmo, YAY. hehe. then we went to comics to look for light stick for our fanmeet! bought it @ 19.90! nice lightstick! its damn bright and shiny in the dark. then, went to look for plain white tops so that we could write on it. but kovan's giordano and hangten failed us. :( sooooo, we headed to tampines mall by 81! ^^ long long longggggg bus ride with cien. my butt almost rot. hahaha. after reaching tampines, we walked around and bought our white tops at century square's giordano! :D hehehe. i quickly then wrote " I LOVE B2ST" on the tops, both cien and mine, and we added our bias name below. hee. yoon doojoon for me, and son dongwoon for cien! yay. then we quickly changed into it and headed to singapore expo, the MAX PAVILION. ^^ concert started at 530 or smth. finished at around 645? im not sure. it was only the the ending, when everyone in my category ran to nearer to the stage! cien and i were soooo close to them, could see them clearly! though not as close as the fansigning session last year, but im super glad cien could see her beloves clearly. :D hehehe. after the fanmeet, met up with syulynn and amy for dinner @ changi airport. took bus 53 home after dinner. ^^ had a great time ytd indeed! haha. didnt bring my camera there, so just wait up for cien and syulynn's camera for some of beast's cute pictures and videos on fb kay! now i should let some pictures taken ytd do the talking!

.......after a while..........

kay no. my idiotic itouch is failing me now :( my wire's not working well now. cant sense it on my laptop. sorry guys. i'll upload those pictures asap kay! hmmm. sickening itouch. kay, enough of those, its 3rd july todayy! know what im thinking of? its five more days! hehe. to what? only for me to know, and NOT for you to find out. hahaha. kay, im wondering what we're gonna do on that day. hmmm. well, time IS just passing by damn quickly. isnt it? its amazing how i feel like i just started poly, but we're like alr halfway through our first sem in poly. omg! coool.

OH CRAP.....to think of it now, i suddenly remb! I HAVE LAB TEST TMR._. omg. lab, i hate you! everytime in labs i'll be damn lostttt lah. shit it man. how to pass tmr??! :( need some major help in it. kay. im going to read through my ckt notes now.

dear god, please bless me tmr okay.