hello lovelies! back to blog after quite sometime.hmmm. school's has been fine! well well. not mentioning somethings that i cannot control, and i have no say in. anyway, sunshine's party was greatttt :) had alot of fun, and ton @ west coast park for the first time! veryvery nice scenery thereeee. hope you liked ANGEL! :D hehehehe. made new specs today! cause mum and dad dont want me to wear contacts so often due to the freshlook case! ))): *sian* haha. hopefully my specs arent that ugly! hahahaha. ^^

stomach hasnt been very good these days. idk why! ): i get diarrheoa easily.. and it hurts sometimes out of the bluee! /: hopefully its just me eating smth wrong and can be shit-ed away and not any serious illness! ))): sighh. just downloaded manymany songs into my ipod MYSELF! feel so accomplished. hehehe. okayyy short post today alright? bye!

i cannot do anything to change what you think. if its that way you wna think, then so be it bah. whats the point of me doing so much to try to change your thinking, when you keep wanting to find problems between us? problems after problems. are you not tired of it? at all? between us there's a huge wall now, i feel like i have drifted so much from you alr. all this, i didnt want. did you? i seriously wonder. but well, if you really want to hate him, then so be it. i alr said dont let US drift. but seems to me that you wna hate me as well? idk. its really your choice. you know in your heart that if you ever wanted to comeback, i will always treat you like in the past, when we were so close tgt, and we could tell each other anything. but now, i dont know.... the choice is really only in your hands. im sorry if i ever made you angry. and also although if i apologise on his behalf, you'll still hate him as much, but still sorry. for whatever he has done to make you upset. and maybe to you i have changed. tell me as a friend, where i did? rather than tell others? idk lah. why are you like this? we're supposed to be one big family, one big clique, spending fun times tgt... but your words just spoiled everything between us, and everything is out of place now. if i did changed, and hurt you in anyway, im sorry, i'll try to be myself again. although idk where i changed. all i ever wanted was actually for us to ALL be back as one, be where it started from. week 0-week 3 at least, i dont believe you dont remb the times we had tgt? i now only pray for everybody, every conflict internally, no matter how small, or how big, to be resolved soon, and everything will be over and back to how it used to be sooon. please.