SMILE! :)
cant help but to vent it out here. im feeling so shitty now......i wasnt able to text you for the whole day cause both of our phones went crazy or smth idk, and now its like you dont know what i felt ytd night...i texted you in the morning to let you know, but guess its just fate that didnt want you to learn about all this. you were the cause of my feelings today, i feel like nothing to you. i feel like i was being neglected the whole day, i know you were out with your friends cause one of em were going back soon i know. but i cant help but feel this way. im sorry. and although i dont really like it when you said you were otp with a girl, i tried understanding you so i said i didnt mind and i gave you time to talk to her.. but honestly, which girl will like it when their bf talks to their ex otp? i know she had her problems and she just needed someone to talk to, all this i know, and its not like i dont trust you, its just, idk but i just cant help it but feel insecure.. bec right before that when we were on our way back, some girls were staring at you, probably bec they were interested in you or smth. it made me feel so.......idk. i feel like im not good enough for you. i feel that we're un-compatible. inferior. knowing that you will ask me whats wrong today tmr in school, i now ask myself if i should be frank with you or i should just step over it and move on. sigh. im sorry i had to vent to all this things here. thats all i wanted to say. goodnight world.