Right. this other post is for two bestest friends of mine. Tan huiting! ^

Girl, i just went to your blog. i felt kinda helpless cause i cant really do anything to ease your pain in your heart. i know how you feel right now, cause i experienced it before. All i can say is, i'll be behind you, supporting you alright? cheer up girl! im sure you'll be able to get over this matter after a period of time. you need time. :) just.. try not to think of the things you done with ___, and think of me instead! :P HAHAHA. okay joking but yeah, trying to cheer you up uhh~ hmm. hope you'll see this post dedicated JUST FOR YOU! :D hehehe. i love you girl, dont forget what i told you before okay, im just a phone call away! ^.^ hehehehe. I'll hit his head for you when i see him! ( if i actually dare ) LOL. okay im talking crap now.. but i love you girl! <3

.......................and also youuuu. Laser lim! ^

hmmmmm. for you righttttt, i really dk how to, or what to say to you to cheer you up eh. but ohwell, still, cheer up kay my little brother! :D things might be always "bad" for your life like how you always tell me, but hey, look on the bright side! *after a hurricane comes a rainbow* hehehehe. your rainbow will be here soon! im sure. ^^ she's kinda contradicting, im serious. after all you've told me, and looking at her tweets. seriously... i cant tell whats in her mind cause she thinks differently. all i can tell you is to not give in sooo quickly, and wait up! see if she's really, you know, decided on what she really wants then go back to her. alright? :D dont worry, im sure your " shi jie " , your world will come soon. remb friday? you tell me you want your shi jie also. ~ hahahaa. it will laser, it will. :) meantime, enjoy your life with us! and tim, and rachel, and all your friends. i mean, you have soooo many goodfriends, right? haha. (Y) Anything can call me if you have problems or when you're feeling down. Okay? hehe. love you my little brother! ( that always borrow $$$ from people! ) hahahaha. kay just to cheer you up! :)

DONEEEEEEE! :D hehehe. alright bye! ^^ andandand, baby, i know you're reading this, hahahaha. i love you kay! <3 go and play your game lahhhhhhhhh ADDICT. heheheh :P

"Someday everything will all make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, Smile through tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason. "

hello folks! here to blog once again! ^^ hehehehe. well, school's over for now, study break next week! Went to study tday, with laser reggie rachel tim and baby! :D we went to changi airport :P today's study session was pretty conducive for me! baby taught me, and i learnt alot in ckt now. ^^ heeeees. thanks baby. i love you! have one more part to clear... superposition theorem! gna conquer it on monday heheeheh! tmr will be going to kovan to study with cien they all :) think i should study maths tmr! hahaha. main exams starting next friday.. 26th! maths paper. kinda nervous for all my papers! will be studying till the end of exams. so, hmmm. blog after my exams kay? :D byeee you guys! ^^

hello! SUPER PISSED NOW. wanted to post up all the outdated pictures plus recent ones. but this zomg fuckingbullshitcockyidioticannoyingirritating blogger.com is being a bitch!! uploaded for like 20 fucking times to put the orders and size right. but it keeps giving me problems. so i AINT gna post any outdated pictures ANYMOREEEEE. kay, pictures on top is from ytd! went to catch fireworks live at cityhall memorial park with cien, yc, clar and edsteve! ^^ super nice ah. esp the heart-ed shaped ones. :P hehe. dined at hongkong cafe! their hongkong milk tea is forever awesomeeeeeee! :D hehehehe. weets.

Right, back to business! both my labs were fine, amazingly! god blessed me! thankyou! :D hehe. today at dfund lab, dr azam called me stupid girl! tsk! hahaha. make the class laugh at me :( tsk! cause i forgot to connect my vcc and gnd.___. LOL. dumb me. hahaha. kayyyy then had makeup ckt tutorial after lunch, then headed to tampines library with baby, studied till 630? then baby headed to rugby in school while i went home. :) tmr's gna be a long day! mega sigh. /: ohwell, life goes on, isnt it? hahahaha. ohright, wna get beloved F21 clothes online! so muchhhh cheaper. hehe! maybe gna share with sissy. ^.^ gna ask juju tmr if she wants to get any! :D alright folks, before i go, here's a cuteeeee photo of my beargoldfishelephantpig baby! <3

No words can describe how much i love you, no words can describe how much you make me happy. You're the reason i smile, you're the one that keeps me going. Iloveyou, azfar aqil jaffar.

Hello! wow. been super long since i posted. hahaha. im so sorry! haha. well! have been studying on consecutive saturdays, hardworking me! last sat went for shopping buffet at bugis with celia, jialin and shona in the morning, then met baby to study @ 313 starbucks! hehe. school was okay, ckt quiz is die alr luhh. /: ytd went to white tang to study with cien clar and edsteve! was productive though. did alot of maths questions! hehe. today went to simei first to meet up with rachel. omg havent seen her for so long! then headed down to town to shop with laser reggie and baby! ^^ fareast > wisma > wheelocks > forum > ion > tampines. :D hehehe. bought a dress only :( gna get forever 21 clothes online!! ^^ yay. labtest 2 is tmr.......................

PLEASE BLESS ME.

time flies. its been 60 days. TMRTMRTMR! still remb that day you asked me clearly in my head. seems like it was only yesterday. the time i spent with you were all enjoyable! ^^ love how you hold me tight when im afraid of crossing the roads by myself. love how you hug me and hold my hands when im cold. love how you talk to at night till we both feel sleepy. i never regretted. did you? no matter how many times i got angry at you, you will always be the one giving in. you know i dont like it, so you will try not to do it. lets cherish and carry on this rs kay? iloveyoubaby! xoxo. 080611;0707PM <3

gonna watch captain america tmr! kinda excited, but heard from many saying it wasnt as good. o.o hmmm anyway, still gna catch it with baby tmr! ^^v hehe. nights all!

hello lovelies! back to blog after quite sometime.hmmm. school's has been fine! well well. not mentioning somethings that i cannot control, and i have no say in. anyway, sunshine's party was greatttt :) had alot of fun, and ton @ west coast park for the first time! veryvery nice scenery thereeee. hope you liked ANGEL! :D hehehehe. made new specs today! cause mum and dad dont want me to wear contacts so often due to the freshlook case! ))): *sian* haha. hopefully my specs arent that ugly! hahahaha. ^^

stomach hasnt been very good these days. idk why! ): i get diarrheoa easily.. and it hurts sometimes out of the bluee! /: hopefully its just me eating smth wrong and can be shit-ed away and not any serious illness! ))): sighh. just downloaded manymany songs into my ipod MYSELF! feel so accomplished. hehehe. okayyy short post today alright? bye!

i cannot do anything to change what you think. if its that way you wna think, then so be it bah. whats the point of me doing so much to try to change your thinking, when you keep wanting to find problems between us? problems after problems. are you not tired of it? at all? between us there's a huge wall now, i feel like i have drifted so much from you alr. all this, i didnt want. did you? i seriously wonder. but well, if you really want to hate him, then so be it. i alr said dont let US drift. but seems to me that you wna hate me as well? idk. its really your choice. you know in your heart that if you ever wanted to comeback, i will always treat you like in the past, when we were so close tgt, and we could tell each other anything. but now, i dont know.... the choice is really only in your hands. im sorry if i ever made you angry. and also although if i apologise on his behalf, you'll still hate him as much, but still sorry. for whatever he has done to make you upset. and maybe to you i have changed. tell me as a friend, where i did? rather than tell others? idk lah. why are you like this? we're supposed to be one big family, one big clique, spending fun times tgt... but your words just spoiled everything between us, and everything is out of place now. if i did changed, and hurt you in anyway, im sorry, i'll try to be myself again. although idk where i changed. all i ever wanted was actually for us to ALL be back as one, be where it started from. week 0-week 3 at least, i dont believe you dont remb the times we had tgt? i now only pray for everybody, every conflict internally, no matter how small, or how big, to be resolved soon, and everything will be over and back to how it used to be sooon. please.

i.have.nothing.more.to.say.

hello humans. hmmm. school's been great! maths quiz was okayyy, and yup. OMG HARRY POTTER IS AN AWESOME FILM!! better go watch it you guys!! :D hahaha. watched it with brandy, jialin and piggy on tuesday! hehehe. good film. snape is so poorthing ): ohwell! hahaha. hmmmm. walked roxy today! yay (Y) finally. after so long of ignoring him all the time, i spent some time with him. ^^ hehe. well, nothing much else! short post today kay.........

ITS 3 MORE DAYS! hahaha. to piggy's birthdayyyy. yay. :) iloveyou. ^^

SMILE! :)
cant help but to vent it out here. im feeling so shitty now......i wasnt able to text you for the whole day cause both of our phones went crazy or smth idk, and now its like you dont know what i felt ytd night...i texted you in the morning to let you know, but guess its just fate that didnt want you to learn about all this. you were the cause of my feelings today, i feel like nothing to you. i feel like i was being neglected the whole day, i know you were out with your friends cause one of em were going back soon i know. but i cant help but feel this way. im sorry. and although i dont really like it when you said you were otp with a girl, i tried understanding you so i said i didnt mind and i gave you time to talk to her.. but honestly, which girl will like it when their bf talks to their ex otp? i know she had her problems and she just needed someone to talk to, all this i know, and its not like i dont trust you, its just, idk but i just cant help it but feel insecure.. bec right before that when we were on our way back, some girls were staring at you, probably bec they were interested in you or smth. it made me feel so.......idk. i feel like im not good enough for you. i feel that we're un-compatible. inferior. knowing that you will ask me whats wrong today tmr in school, i now ask myself if i should be frank with you or i should just step over it and move on. sigh. im sorry i had to vent to all this things here. thats all i wanted to say. goodnight world.