do you really love him? it seems to me, like you do. it feels that you're not like what everyone is telling me about, it seems to me that you're not as bad as what he thinks you are too. i dont know why, but i just read through something, and i suddenly feel super weird. i suddenly feel your sadness. i suddenly feel that you are really the one for him. why am i feeling this way, suddenly? :( sigh.