Hello lovelies! its been a boring sunday, like all my sundays i usually blog about. woke up, ate, tv, granny's place, dinner, homed. yup, thats a permanent sunday schedule! haha! tmr is the 18th. EIGHTEENTH. a number, i guess, all my friends hate except those in TP. HAHA. know why? school is starting tmr, for them. is that a good or bad thing? hmmm i dont know aye. im looking forward to my orientation on tuesday, 19th. but at the same time, im kinda scared and nervous. the start school jittery feeling is so strongggggggg in me now! /: i really really hope i have nice classmates. ahhhhh. *screams* well here's my blessing to ALL of my friends i know, GOODLUCK FOR SCHOOL TMR!! ^^ oh, heres a group photo of 2c bbq! hehe. forgot to post it. ah well, as school starts tmr for them, it marks many beginnings and endings. not to say, endings might be unpleasant. but i guess, this is just part of life isnt it? people come and go by our lives! New beginnings, making of new friends, new cliques, and people with different kinds of character. Endings of previous friendships that was once, soooo close. endings of relationships that was once so intimate. Looking at that 2c photo yesterday, i went back to my old yearbooks from yuying, and i started flipping through pages and pages of old memories i had with each and everyone of my friends in all my 4 years in yuying. i guess i have to admit, i really really missed times in secondary 1 and 2, which was actually 2-3 years back alr. missed those good old times, where we as a group, go to kovan for lunch tgt and headed to the playground nearby school to slack. even those unhappy memories, i missed it too. police cases, friend tiffs, and relationship problems. But i guess life still goes on for me, and for everyone out there. it marks a new beginning for me, to move on to my next chapter in life! gonna meet new friends, gonna change the way i lived in my secondary school life, gonna change everything. hmmm, suddenly my post is turning out to be a long post. haha! i thought today's post would be a short one. since i am wishing everyone out there all the best in their starting of schools tmr, i might as well say now. say what? say my sincere wishes to people that has a special place in my heart. <3 it doesnt rank positions okay! ~ i'll write them in groups else i have too many! ._.
1. MY LOVELY GIRLS, MY LOVELY BOYS. GANS, UNITED. <3
tanhuiting,kellychua,vivianpek,amandalee,stepheneng,jimmywee,lewtingxuan,fooszekeat, henrychua,terencetan,chuapohkian. did i miss anyone out? :x shouldnt have! haha! FIRSTLY, THANKYOU EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU GUYS IN THIS CLIQUE. ILOVEYOUGUYS! to the max, really. to be frank, how did this clique actually rised? i cant recall. can you guys recall? O: haha. well, whatever it is. if you're in this clique, it proves IT'S FATED! fated that we're ONE clique, we spend happiest and saddest moments tgt. isnt it? i have to admit, there are times when we had conflicts. HUGEEE conflicts till we have to confront each other. remember? but always remember, we also DID have happy times tgt didnt we? i definitely didnt regret joining this clique, even though our outings was always planned by the girls @: hahah! i really sincerely wish that you guys will never forget me, forget us, forget this clique you guys once had in yuying! ALL THE BEST! TO ALL OF YOU. i'll probably lose contact with the guys, as us the girls, are in the same school and as for amanda, i talk to her often through msg. i really hope, in the future next time, if i EVER create an outing again, you guys will attend k? no matter how busy you guys are, no matter how much or awesome your new friends are, DONT EVER, EVER, FORGET US. i promise, i will remember each and everyone of your birthdays. personally i would like to tell stephen, DONT EVER BECOME BAD! dont smoke, dont keep gambling, dont keep drinking k! its really bad for health. THE OTHER GUYS TOO, watch your attitude towards your friends ok. :) my lovely girls, huiting, DONT DWELL TOO MUCH ON YOUR PAST, MOVE ON TO YOUR NEW AND BRIGHT FUTURE. :) vivian, dont care too much about your leg mark ok? its nothing serious, i swear! if people are gna look at you with those eyes, ignore them k. they are just jealous you have omfg lean LEGS! :D kelly, NEED TO GROW UP OKAY. haiyo haha. i always remb you as the cutest girl in our clique. bubbly girl! ^^ eat more k! too skinny already. :P amanda, work hard this yr alright? :D im sure, you can do it this time, and prove all of them wrong! we'll meet up often k! :) GIRLS, ILOVEYOUALL K. i remb all of us, being retarded and idiotic tgt. taking unglam pictures tgt, laughing, crying tgt. I'LLMISSYOUGUYS! TILL DEATH, THEN WILL BRING US APART. GANS UNITED, ILY. <3
2. PIGGIES CLIQUE, PLUS, CLARENCE, CHETWIN, VINCENT TANG. <3
cheongcien, tanhuiting, cheexiuzhen, leetingxin, candyfoo, belindaliaw, joyceteoh, jazreelsiew, rachelzhong, clarenceneo, bertwong, vincenttang. anyone out? :x sorry i have STM. haha! WELL WELL WELL, this clique, is the clique that started in say, sec 3 of my life? THIS WAS THE CLIQUE, THAT MADE MY LIFE IN SEC 3 AND 4, HAPPY. :) i'll say that, im not really close to some people in this clique, close, in a way that i know their personal things. but i guess i really had alot of fun with this clique. its always laughters after laughters when theres outings with this clique. i guess all of you did attend the chalet on the 15 and 16 of november? i really enjoyed myself then, did you guys enjoy? :D just wanna say that IWILLREALLYMISSALL OFYOUPEOPLE! D: Esp, vincenttang, bertwong, and clarenceneo's JOKES, and funny times we mugged during the olevels! it was really memorable. BERTWONG, i guess next time when i see bert outside, YOU WILL DEFINITELY COME INTO MY MEMORY! ^^ you guys indeed left me many of my happiest memories. and most of all, i would like to tell our mother, CIENCHEONG, THANKYOUUUUUUU! <3 if not for you, this clique wouldnt form. if not for you, we wouldnt have any outings, we wouldnt be what we are are, now. :) thankyou for tolerating all of our characters, and also doing soooo much for this clique! i, or should i say we, really appreciated it ALOTTTT k! :D omma, remember our promise okay? :D i hope we all will really stay in contact, and say have a outing at the end of the year! ALL THE BEST FOR SCHOOL OKAY! no matter what, forget me not! LOVEYOUGUYSTODEATH!
3. UNTITLED CLIQUE. <3
wujialin, rachelwuping, jasmineyeo, brandonlau. YOU GUYS, GAVE ME MANY MANY COUNTLESS, FUNNY MEMORIES! :D i'll definitely not forget ANYONE here. well, what should i say. hmm you guys are like my homies, like what jasmine always say. we share our weals and woes all the time, with each other! ITS LIKE, you guys understand me well, very. when im with you guys, im different. cause i know, you guys are friends, that never cares about anything about me but just me, my friendship with you guys. its because of such closeness we have, thats what that holds us, untitled clique so strong as one. i'll like to say, ALTHOUGH I HAVE LEARNT MANY BAD THINGS IN THIS CLIQUE AS WELL, HAHA!, but i really enjoy myself ALL THE TIME, when im out with you guys. it seems to me that, although you guys know that im not all that pretty, im not all that smart, im not all the perfect, you guys still tell me things to boost my self esteem. as all of you know when i just joined the clique, i wasnt as sociable, as outspoken, as bubbly, as daring and as wild i am now. the cheryl now, was able to be her now, all because of you guys! if not for you guys, i guess my life will be veryvery different. i was usually scared of manymany things, even balls, even scary rides, even horror movies. and i always had a very low self-esteem. its you guys, that helped me walk through all these. THANKYOUSOMUCH, untitled clique. <3 i sincerely hope, we still can be this close even after me and jialin starts school, or even when jasmine and brandon gets into their next chapter in their lives as well. i hope we still can meet up often, i hope we still can meet often for night joggings, and lastly, i hope this friendship of ours will remain as strong as how it is now. ILOVEYOUGUYSALOT! as quoted, UNITED WE STAND, DIVIDED WE FALL. <3
4. TOHSZEMIN. <3
well well, hellooooooooooooooooo! hmmm never expected myself to be so close to you ever since we decided to become partners during our sec 3 and 4 chinese class! :D i guess it was the chinese class that brought us tgt, so close. <3 isnt it? :D well szemin, i sincerely wish you all the best for school okay! and haha, YES YOU CAN MSG ME IF YOU'RE BORED K! ^^ i hope i still can meet up with you next time in future for our shopping trips and outings! i missed all the times we do retarded things tgt during chinese class, our laughters, and of course our gossip sessions! :x haha! szemin, I'LLMISSYOU! :( please promise to keep in contact okay? :D LOVEYOUUUU! <3
5. LAST BUT NOT LEAST, YOU. <33
Well, if i were to blog from the very start things happened between me and you, i guess this post will be super long. actually, saying it now, i myself dont know how should i start as well. i just want to tell you, that although things between us might be over, thankyou for everything. if it wasnt for you, many things wouldnt happen as well. no matter good or bad, tears or smiles, i still thankyou for making it happen. cause you were the one that made me learn that, not all guys are so practical that goes for looks, not all guys are as bad as people in dramas or any of those guys my friends badmouthed before. going 2years back, or should i say 3, we all did change alot, didnt we? looking back, i really why i didnt realised my feelings earlier. if i were to, i really wonder how things will turn out now. hmm, i guess its pointless to dwell over the past, but to move on happily. all in all, i sincerely wish you all the best for poly! and i really hope we can stay as friends, forever. i dont wna lose this friendship with you, im sure of that. i'll miss everything, those texts, those phonecalls at midnight, and those days i had with you. Dont smoke okay? and also dont keep drinking and clubbing. SEEYOU IN SCHOOL, and dont forget to greet me hello when you see me k! you're the most silly boy i've ever knew. i'llmissyou, and iloveyou.<3 you really have, a special position in my heart, forever i guess.
Right, im finally done with my wishes! i am satisfied with my blogpost today. hehe. happy much! hope most of those mentioned will get to see this. i am going to open my blog. good or bad? haha! goodnight, my readers! going to celebrate vivian's birthday later. :) last outing before school orientation starts! :)