why doesnt every love story that happens end happily? i sometimes ask myself why, why do people always say love is a wonderful thing, but i end up getting hurt by love all the time. :( sigh. guess i should not pin anymore hopes on this person anymore, he is not worthy. i guess, if things were supposed to happen, it should have already happened. instead of the situation that we're in right now, yeah? /: alright, move on cheryl. you've got to move on. all the best, to you. the dearest person in my heart, the one that i care about most, the one, that created my best memories in my life so far. Goodbye. i really shouldnt be thinking about you and loving you anymore. friends forever, i guess. Ilovedyou. :)


alright, enough of my personal life. here's what i had been doing today, and my upcoming events this week! haha. went to get presents for someone ( shhhhh ) today with huiting at orchard today. hehe. didnt find anything actually. then trained down to nex to meet cien and clar! <: hehe. bought the present at nex in the end. went to lepak at sky garden for awhile. around 6 clar left for his bb match. while me, ht and cien trained to kovan for cosmo! YAY. happy max. i love cosmo. haha, im sucha pig. kay, then went to walkwalk then home! ^^ hope to meet up soon, again! tmr, or i mean later, going to celebrate rachel bbg's birthday! :D yay. meeting jialin earlier to buy her birthday present. :) hehehe~ friday, having 2c BBQ. although not really sure whether it'll be successful but yah, still excited for it! <: hope that our manpower is enough! /: ANYWAY, ORIENTATION IS COMINGGGGGGGGGGG! I AM SCARED. HOWWWWWW? D: at the same time, excited. cant explain this feeling. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~